FUCKBOY || MYG & JH✔️

18

I choked on my coffee once again at y/n's words.

"What? I thought it wasn't a big deal for guys? Besides, I'm just trying to help." Y/n says nonchalantly.

"Maybe that's Hoseoks way of looking at it but it  actually means something to me." I say.

"Well I mean, we had a deal anyway. So why not just move it forward some?" Y/n shrugs.

"Why are you doing this?" I ask.

"I don't know. I just figured you wouldn't want to be a virgin all of your life." Y/n says then quickly adds.

"But if you don't want to I won't bring it up again." Y/n says.

I bite my bottom lip and think on it.

I mean how many other chances in life would I get to do this, and with y/n?

I wonder why she was willing anyway..

"Okay, Yeah." I say.

Y/n looks over at me, eyebrows raised.

"You want to? If it was anything like mine, it'll be really awkward." She laughs.

Hearing her talk about it pained me.

I hated knowing that her first time was with that asshole.

"Yeah, I want to." I say.

Y/n nods and sips at her coffee.

"So like, did you want to now or..?"

Y/n looks over at me and starts to laugh.

"I didn't mean right now. It's early, I haven't even eaten yet." She says.

I feel myself get flustered but neither of us questioned it.

Well, that was awkward.

"It's not gonna make things weird between us, will it?" I ask suddenly.

"It's only weird if you make it weird." Y/n says as she looks over at me.

I guess she had a point, but of course it would be weird regardless!

This wasn't just anyone, it was y/n.

It was bound to be super awkward.

I just hope it doesn't mess up our friendship.

Shaking the thought, I finish my food.

...
-You,, 

I don't know why in the hell I offered to have sex with Yoongi.

It was weird of me, right?

Yes, it was definitely weird.

What if he gets the wrong idea?

Shit, he probably already has by now.

Glancing over at Yoongi, I see him sipping on his coffee, looking lost in thought.

I wonder what he's thinking about.

Probably how much of an idiot I am.

Yup, that sounds about right.

I finish eating my doughnut and wait for Yoongi to finish his too.

"Let's hang out today." I grin.

Yoongi looks over at me and nods, the doughnut hanging halfway out of his mouth.

I smile and sip at my coffee.

Yoongi was definitely really attractive..I guess I just never noticed before.