Emerson's Thoughts

Thought : My existence

I am living.
Words that aren't spoken as often as they should be in fear of reality.
I am dead.
Words spoken too often by us that don't exactly mean what is defined.

My name is Emerson Avon Lennox. I am 17 years old. I suffer from multiple mental illnesses such as Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, Bipolar disorder, and Insomnia. And that is all you shall know.

I'm not writing this book for the benefit of others. I am writing it for myself. I am voicing my opinion on topics that just can't seem to be talked about.

Everyone is too fucking scared.

Not me though. I speak, and I speak often. I don't have shame in what I say nor do i care for your criticism.

My Existence is substantial to me.

Meaning even though no one may read this, I will move on knowing I spoke my truth and can pass on in eternal peace.

This is only the beginning, are you ready?