Sanders Sides One Shots

(Don't) Do It-Part Two {Platonic LAMP/CALM}

Warning: Some cursing, suicide attempt/mentions, mentions of pills, mentions of alcoholic parent
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"ROMAN DON'T DO IT!! PLEASE!!"

Roman turned around, and he saw his three friends, Patton, who running towards Roman with tears in his eyes, Logan, who was calmly walking to Roman and for once had genuine concern shown on his face, and Virgil, who just exited the car and was following after the two and was equally concerned for Roman.

Roman was still shocked, mainly on how they had found him and also why they would stop him. He was petrified, still holding the pill bottle in his hand instead of directly near his mouth. Just near his face.

Unfortunately, about ten of the sleeping pills have already gotten into his mouth and all he needed to was swallow and it'd be over.

Soon, the three had gotten over to him. Patton, of course, had wrapped Roman in a tight hug.

"Oh thank goodness we stopped you just in time!!" Patton said, releasing from the hug and went to stand by the other two.

"Wait....Roman, where are the pills?" Logan asked, concerned. When Roman didn't respond, Logan asked him the question again, but annoyed.
"I'll ask again. Where. Are. The. Pills?"

When Roman didn't respond again, Virgil had taken action and had grabbed the pill bottle from Roman's hand.

When he looked at the pill bottle, his face had dropped. Virgil then looked up at Roman and stared directly into his eyes.

"The pills are in your mouth,
aren't they Roman?" Virgil asked him in a serious tone, which Roman only had answered with a nod.

Patton looked at Roman, eyes wide. "Spit them out! Spit them out, goddamn it!" Patton almost screamed at Roman.

Should I? Maybe I shouldn't......No! I should! It's not like anyone sing a requiem for me or anything......
Roman sadly thought inside. And he almost swallowed it as soon as they found him, but stopped himself. He wanted to hear what they had to say.

And even if I don't swallow and spit out the pills, I can still jump off the cliff. Roman thought, actually considering that option for a second. He could just jump now and they couldn't stop him if he jumped.

"Roman, I know what your thinking. 'Oh, even if I spit these out I can still jump! Nobody will stop me! I am Roman, the boy nobody cares about. That's bullshit, and you know it, Roman." Virgil angerly started, staring at Roman in the eyes.

Roman soon grabbed the pill bottle from Virgil's hand and spat the pills back into the pill bottle. He started talking a few steps back, getting closer to the edge and away from his three worried friends.

"Look you matter and you shouldn't do this. People care about you, we care about you. Even if it may not seem like it at times people do and you'll just have to find people who do. Just take a few steps forward and come with us." Logan said, seriousness in his tone and eyes.

Roman looked away from him. He knew he was lieing and so were Patton and Virgil.

"Even in a serious situation like this, you decided to lie. Lügen ist nicht gut für die Seele, Logan. Ich weiß, es ist dir egal. Lass mich hier. Ich verdiene es. Sag meiner Mutter, dass ich sie liebe, obwohl sie zu betrunken wäre, um zuzuhören." Roman replied, turning around and taking a step forward. One step closer to the edge, but not off it yet.