I want to fall back into an abyss of nothingness
Forget every word said to me and about me
Forget every breath taken during those 3 weeks
It's tempting to let it consume me. To let the darkness swallow me
I remember every thing but I'm still numb
I feel like I cried until i fell into a blissful slumber, and i have just woken up, and now I have to face reality
I am held captive in my room. I am not allowed to feel. I am not allowed to be sad
Our family is perfect
That's what everyone thinks
But I know the truth, and that makes me dangerous
So I am held captive
In a prison without bars
In a home without a heart
They tell me they love me but if they loved me how could they do this to me?
I am broken
My word is worthless
The truth doesn't scratch the surface
She drowns the truth before it can get loose
And i know the truth
So she drowns me too
I want to fall back in to an abyss of nothingness
And forget all past transgressions
Because it makes me feel something