You're laughing
I can hear the sound of your laughter echoing in your room and haunting me
It follows me
I cannot escape
Am I supposed to be okay?
It's over now, but the scars you left remain.
You live inside my head
Now I call myself the names you call me when you're not around
And even when im 18
Even when I escape
I will still be your prisoner
Because you follow me, you're inside my head
I want to forget you but I don't know how
I want to let go but I can't
I love you, and you betrayed me
I love you, and you spit in my face
I love you, and you pull my hair
I love you, and you call me a slut
Bitch
Useless
Liar
Attention whore
Say I'm disrespectful intentionally
Say it's all my fault
If I didn't treat you like this I would not be here
I don't know
Yet you claim I'm lying, and I do know
I don't know where you end and I begin
I hate the way you treat me but I don't know who I am without you
You're laughing
And I'm crying
You're living
While I'm dying
I love you
But I want to hate you
