ETHAN'S POV
switching it up on you hoes ;)))
i walked out of the school building as fast as i possibly could, my blood boiling and my heart feeling like it could explode at any second because of how hard and how fast it was beating.
that was something that i never thought i would see.
kissing arwynn was just a distraction. sure she was hot, and she had a thing for me, but nothing and no one could compare to how i felt about Macon.
and she hates me.
explains why she kissed gray. why the fuck he kissed her back? i don't know. but when he gets home, he's definitely gonna hear from me, and he knows it too.
he knows Macon is mine.
but the reality, is that she's not. she's absolutely perfect. she's smart, you can never win an argument with her because she's always right. she's open-minded and the least judge-mental person you will ever meet. she's kind and respectful of not only herself, but others as well. she's funny, like naturally funny. every moment i spent with her i laughed. and she is absolutely beautiful. her dark hair always shines, not to mention it always smells good. it's soft too, and i know that from the many times i would pull her hair during sex or play with it just because i wanted her so bad. her smile is so bright and captivating and could make almost anyone fall in love with her. her tan skin was always so smooth and clear. her eyes were my favorite thing about her. they're a warm brown color and something about them always seems to comfort me and bring me back down to earth when my head is up in space.
i love her. now let me explain myself.
i, ethan dolan, was never one for commitment, and everyone knew it. that's why they all went crazy when i started dating Laci. i've always found that if i come across the right girl, she will automatically have the power to change everything about me. which is what Laci did mid-sophomore year. the last half of eighth grade, i fucked a junior at my sisters school, who was the sister of one of my friends, and the friend of my sister. and somehow everyone found out, and all of a sudden, i was the talk of the town. guys wanted to be me, and girls wanted to be with me. seniors in high school would come up to me outside of school and ask to hangout, but i always said no because one, they were cameron's friends, and two, the only person i felt comfortable hanging out with was gray and our two friends.
but something changed over summer, we were going to be entering high school, and i knew that before school started, i would have to make some friends at this new school of mine. which i did. i started hanging out with multiple different people, boys and girls alike. and almost every single one of those girls i ended up doing something with. 14 year old pimp ethan was now entering high school and i was already the coolest person there. people thought it was insane that a freshman did the things i did, and i thought it was too. i carried on doing the same things for all of freshman year, until i started talking to Laci mid-sophomore year, who i hadn't seen since middle school. when we started dating, everyone was so surprised, and i inevitably became "uncool" because i actually settled down with a girl. it shouldn't have meant much anyways, i was literally barely 16.
Laci was the coolest girl i ever met. she was like macon in a way, but not as pretty. she was the one person, besides gray, that i always stuck with, and stuck with me. it was nice for me to have someone other than gray to be honest. like i love him but i literally had no friends. laci didn't care what people thought of her, and she didn't care what people thought of me, because she knew who i was. she was so understanding and was everything i wanted in a girl. and after just 5 months of dating, i was sure i loved her. and silly me, i thought she loved me too. we broke up 9 months later and i was absolutely heartbroken to say the least. i found out she had been cheating on me with some homeschooled kid, and she had been doing this since the 7th month of us dating. that whole time, my entire junior year, i dedicated my everything to her, and inevitably fell in love, she was with someone else. and it absolutely broke me.
