Save Me from myself

My life

Lauren's POV

Im at school walking through hallways and suddenly i run into one of the "popular" girls, her name is miley.

"Ugh watch it it you ugly bitch" she shouts at me and then pushes me down.The whole senior student body was staring at me and laughing some were whispering to each other while looking at me. "Keep walking fat ass!" Someone shouted as more laughter came on. I ran to the bathroom crying my eyes out... I was having thoughts... Unhealthy thoughts.

As i got to the bathroom i ran into a stall and reached into my bag and pulled out a small razor. I place it on my skin and push down hard and pull it across my wrist making shiny red lines...i wanted to cut deeper i felt worthless... I pushed down harder as i made the cut deeper and as everything started becoming blurry and spinning around me i saw someone barely and heard her screaming for help. Then everything suddenly went black.

" Lauren?! Baby? Are you okay?!" "What happened?"

As i awoke i looked around and realized i was in a hospital bed with a bandage on my arm. "Mom? Come here" i said.

As much as i didn't want to say anything i had to. " mom people in school were hurting me physically and emotionally. I just lost control. Im sorry. I pulled her in for a hug my mom sniffled as her face was laying on my shoulder.

" i thought i was going to lose you baby girl" she said.

Oh god i hope they don't put me in a psychiatric hospital. I am going to go meet Demi Lovato meet and greet! She is my idol i have to meet her.

A few minutes later the doctor walks in. Please don't send me to a psychiatric hospital please!! I have to meet my idol the woman that is saving me from myself and keeping me alive.

"Ms. Jackson you are lucky someone found you because if they didn't you probably wouldn't have made it. You see i understand your situation about meeting your inspiration so we will just put you on suicide watch which means cameras in your home to watch what you do and if you try to cut or commit suicide again 911 will be notified immediately."

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