letters || niall horan.

february 20th, 2013.

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hi niall,

It's my birthday tomorrow. What a schock huh? Never really told you when my birthday is, but that doesn't even matter, it's not like you know me, right? My mom said she doesn't have any money to buy me a present. I asked her if I could have concert tickets for your show, but no, I can't. I'm never going to see you, or meet you, and it hurts niall, it hurts so fucking bad. 

I'm still in the hospital, they're thinking about sending me to a therapist to talk about my problems, I don't have any problems, i'm just depressed. I can handle it myself, but clearly, they don't think so. I don't want to talk to a stranger about my problems, I don't trust strangers. I know you're kind of a stranger too, but it's different with you niall, I trust you, I love you. I feel like I know you, even better than I know myself. But with them, it's different, I don't know them, I don't trust them and I surely don't love them. Help me niall, please help me, what should I do?

I've been watching you guys' shows, on Youtube. Oh how I wished I was there. I wanna see you in real life, like a real person. I want to be able to hear your voice, in real life. Not on videos. I want you to see me, but that's never going to happen. You're my savior niall, without you, I would've been dead already. I would like to thank you for everything you've done for me, even though you don't even know me, you were always here when I needed someone. You're my one and only, the love of my life, the one who has my heart. 

I need you, I love you, help me.

Love,

Ashley *:･ﾟ✧

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I hope you're happy that I update fast, I am happy :).

I have time to update, so why not use it right?

This story isn't going to have a lot of chapters, just so you know

I think i'm gonna try and end the story when school starts, so I can focus on school and not have to worry about not updating fast enough, anyways, hope you liked the chapter x.

love you lots :)

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