What it means...-

I'm bi.

    I had always had crushes on boys...but now...
    Hi.  I'm Allyson,  call me Ally.  I am 5'2, and kinda chubby.  I have dark brown hair,  and glasses.  I am as pale as a ghost. And this is how,  I found out... I'm bisexual.  :)
    I had just started my 7th grade year.   I had a pretty great day,  and was just going to join a new club,  drama club.  I actually didn't consider myself a good actress,  and just wanted to try it out.  I walked over to my friend Kayla,  and talked to her for a while,  when this girl from orchestra (I play violin,  she played cello)  walks over to us.  "Hey.. " she said, "Are you guys trying out of the play?"
"Umm,  yeah.  Maybe. I just came for drama club. " Kayla states.  I just stare at her.  She is actually kinda.. Cute. WAIT WHAT?!  OK STOP IT BRAIN.  anyway,  "Um,  me too.  I'm not really interested in the play, much. " Finally,  Mrs.  Cantwell (the theater teacher)  unlocks the doors.  We all stride in and sit down. We all listen to her instructions,  and do what she says.  Kayla walks up to me. "I'm going to try out for the play too. " I start to question if I want to.  "Yeah... Me too. " we fill out the forms and sign up.  We try out,  and then it is time to leave.  Kayla and the girl start talking.  "Can I have your tumblr?" Kayla asks.  "Sure." I kind of but in and say,  "May I too? "
"Yeah.  Of course! " And she smiles this amazing smile.  We exchange tumblr's,  and go our separate ways.  We stared talking,  more and more.  The 3 of us got into the play, the girl playing the lead part,  and Kayla was an understudy.  We started talking during play rehearsals,  and got to know each other well.  We exchanged numbers,  and texted frequently.  We found out,  we both have a huge passion of the game "Overwatch™". I started getting all giddy,  and cheerful when she was around.  My heart would beat so fast,  and my cheeks would turn pink. I started to question how I felt about her.  I asked her what her sexuality was,  and found out she was lesbian, and recently found out she broke up with someone.  I started to realize I didn't think of her as just a friend anymore.  I wanted to be with her,  romantically.  One night,  she texted me,  and asked me who my crush was.  I gave her a bunch of hints,  and started to freak out.  I made her a picture of Moira,  (from overwatch), and wrote a letter to her on the back,  explaining my feelings.  The next day,  I showed Kayla,  because she knew about my crush on her,  and she approved of it.  Then I gave it to her.  She texted me that night,  and we talked about it.  She had known it was her,  because of the hints I gave her.  I never truly knew how she felt back,  but...I would really like to know.  We still text a lot,  I flirt here and there,  but she gives me mixed readings.  I don't know what to do, but that's my story.  That's how I became bi.  I'm sorry it's not really interesting,  but it's very important to me,  and it has made me who I am today. 

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Love you all. ~Ally.