Sander Sides School Life

Brothers

Oof.. It took me so long to update and I'm so sorry.

(Trigger Warning: Self Harm. You have been warned)

Virgil's P. O. V.

I started walking home after our meeting at the park. While walking, I passed another park filled with trees. I walked in and looked around inhaling the clean air. I sat at the roots of a tree and leaned on it. I looked at the clouds and sighed. That hot, popular guy at school. That little dork who made me feel something new; Roman Brown. I suddenly snapped out of my thoughts.

"Oh no..." I thought "I have a crush on him. Wait but am I gay? I mean that would explain a lot... But... Oh boy..."

Roman's P. O. V.

I walked back home. I stopped walking. Why was everything so messed up? Who sent that message? It wasn't me and I know that...

I felt like tearing up so I got into a park filled with trees. I didn't want to go home. My family... Ugh... My family... They thought that everything was fine because we are known to be the 'perfect family' but... I don't think that's true...

I got into the park and looked around. No way! Virgil was there sitting at the roots of a tree, he seemed lost in his thoughts. I hesitated: should I wave at him? Should I not? Darn... He looked so handsome... He made me feel like... I don't know... He was special... I felt like I lov- Ughhh!!  No Roman! You have a girlfriend and you are straight! Right. Right?..... R-right...?

"Hey Roman! You good?" Virgil snapped his fingers in front of my face. When did we got here

"Uhhhh... Yeah I'm good. How are you?" I lied

"I'm fine... Just wanted to clear my thoughts a little bit."

"Ya... Me too." I laughed nervously

"You sure you're okay?" Virgil looked at me with a worried look. I felt like I was blushing so I looked away.

"Actually... No... Virgil... Someone sent a horrible message to Patton from my phone and now he thinks that I'm the one who sent it..."

Vigil looked at me "Then you should try to exp-"

"He doesn't want to listen! He is so stubborn!" I quickly looked down regretting for what I've just said. "But.. I guess I was a horrible friend for him..."

"Hey... I know that you can work this out. I know that you've got this." Virgil smiled. His smile was so adorable, lovely...

"Thanks Virgil" I smiled and blushed slightly.

We started getting closer and closer. I didn't know how...but we kept leaning closer to each other until...

Time just stopped by the time our lips we're pressed together. I closed my eyes. What a magical feeling... Something I've never felt before.

Wait... WHAT AM I DOING?!

I quickly pulled away and covered my mouth blushing violently.

Virgil did the same "Did... Did we just..." He said behind his hand

I kept blushing not knowing what to say. It was so wrong... Yet... It felt so right.

Virgil looked down. His cheeks we're basically red. "I-I'm sorry..."

"No no... Don't apologise... I..." I didn't know what to say. "I have to go..." I quickly stood up and ran out of the park and back to my house.

There was only one thought in my mind at that moment:

I kissed a boy and I liked it.

Virgil's P. O. V.

No no no no no.... NO! Great I managed to embarrass myself... Again! Seeing Roman leaving like that honestly made my heart tear into pieces. I just wanna curl in a ball and...die...

I covered my face and started crying. My shoulders we're moving slightly.

I just messed everything.
For starters now that most popular guy of the school knows that I like boys and two... I probably just ruined my friendship with him...

I quickly stood up and rushed to my home. I went upstairs and locked myself in my room.

I don't know what I was thinking...bug I just felt like that was the best thing to do...
I glanced at the drawer I threw the pocket-knife into. I slowly opened it and took the knife out. I leaned on the wall and moved down. There staring at the knife. I brought it closer to my wrists and made a cut. Another one... Another one... I didn't know why but I just did until I couldn't take the pain any more. I threw the pocket-knife back to the drawer and went to the bathroom. I bandaged myself and returned to my room.

I sat on the floor hugging my knees.

Why? Why am I such a failure.... Why...?

I buried my head in my knees and kept crying quietly.

Someone knocked my door.

"Virgil...? Mom said dinner is ready." A twelve-year-old boy said. My little brother.

"I'm not hungry..." I muttered

"Virgil... Can I come in?"

I quickly wiped my tears away and pulled my sleeves down "Ya... Come in..."

Connor got in my room, pale like me, but his hair that was falling in his eyes we're black and they we're giving the idea that he was so pale....like a ghost.

"Virgil... Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine. Why?"

"Because... Why aren't you eating?"

"I am. I'm just not hungry now."

"You said the same thing after your first day at school."

"Connor..."

"Virgil... Please.. If you don't eat you are gonna get sick and sick people di-" his voice cracked and tears streamed down his face "I don't want you to die... I need you"

I hugged him tightly "I'm not gonna die Connor. I swear I'm okay."

Connor hugged back tightly.

"Now.. Go for diner and I'm coming too. Okay?"

Connor nodded and smiled and got out of my room.

I signed a bit but also got for dinner.

Just for the little guy; because we are brothers.

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Okay sorry if that was horrible but I really needed to update. If you liked it please vote this chapter and see ya, I hope, soon.