30. Keith

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I don't know why I punched Shiro.

Scratch that, I do know why.

Because he was touching up on Lance and smiling at him and hugging him and laying on my bed with him and I wanted to hurt him so bad!

I'm still standing in my room, the exact place I was standing when Lance looked at me with such confusion in his beautiful eyes. The eyes that shed so many tears.

I could tell he was angry at me and I'm sorry for that, I don't want to hurt Lance I want to hurt Shiro. Shiro, tthe one who knows how much I've fallen for Lance and the one who has watched from afar to see how he could get under my skin.

Just imagining them together in the locked bathroom makes me so angry I want to punch something.

Who knows what they're doing? I can only imagine.

Shiro pulls the towel away from his lips, "I know a way you can make me feel better." Lance looks up at Shiro with confusion in his stupidly beautiful eyes. "What would that be? We should try it!" Lance smiles at Shiro, too innocent and just wanting to help. Shiro smiles evilly and puts one hand on Lance's chin and the other on the back of Lance's head. Shiro pulls Lance into him and Lance leans all over Shiro. The two all over each other stand up and the kiss grows more and more passionate until Shiro pins Lance up against the bathroom wall and starts to slowly lift Lance's shirt to reveal a tan chest. Shiro pulls back from the kiss and runs his hands all over Lance's chest and Lance moans out-

"BAM"

I punch the wall.

I cuss and hold my fist to my chest. It's throbbing and red, why did I think of that? They better not be doing anything.

I run out of the room with my fist still against my chest. My chest is heaving, my breathing is quick and heavy. I run to the bathroom door right as it opens. Lance stumbles out with a scared look on his face. Shiro is standing awestruck with his hand grabbing his own cheek.

Lance is surprised, and so am I, when he sees me but all he does is hug me. He hugs me close but I get on my tip-toes and put my face in the crook of his neck. He does the same to me.

"I'm sorry. There is nothing-" He clears his voice and says it louder and I don't know why,"Nothing. Going on between Shiro and I."

I need to pull away from him, with him being his close and then what I was just imagining still in my mind I feel very hot and very uncomfortable quickly. I pull away from him and smile awkwardly, "Well? Are we going to get your stuff from your house or what?" Lance smiles and nods and I run away into my room.

I need to calm down.

I can feel Shiro's stare on my back.

After I shut my bedroom door behind us I look at Lance who's standing awkwardly, "So what happened in the bathroom?" Lance chuckles and rubs the back of his head. "I may have slapped Shiro." My jaw drops. But he was all over Shiro just five minutes ago!

"Well are we going to my house or not?" Lance bounces over to me and puts an arm around my shoulder, "Come on Mullet, you're taking me on your motorcycle to my house. Now." I blush at the sudden physical contact but we walk out of the room together. I see Shiro down the hall staring at us but we ignore him and walk down the steps together.

I grab the keys from the key rack by the door and we head out to my motorcycle. Lance whistles and bounds ahead of me. He jumps onto the motorcycle before me and grins. "I love that I have a friend who has a motorcycle. You can take me anywhere I want!" I roll my eyes.

"Yeah right. This is a rare thing for me to do okay?" I get on the bike, not bothering to get us helmets. I mean I probably should but we're only going to his house. It's not too far away.

"Nope you do this for me all the time because you lovveee meee." Lance stretches out the words annoyingly and he wraps his arms around my waist. I feel like he's doing this just to fluster me because we aren't even moving yet and his body is completely pressed against mine.

As I start up the engine I smile softly and say to myself, "Yeah I do." He didn't hear me over the loud roar of the engine luckily for me.

He just lays his head against my back and tightens his grip on me.

As we zip around town I wish that we didn't have to go anywhere. I wish I could just drive him all across the country on this motorcycle. Just us. With him holding on to me so tightly that it feels like he'll never let go.

It seems too soon when we arrive at Lance's small home. Lance says he'll be right back and that he just needs to pack, then he winks and laughs at how what he said rhymed. I rolled my eyes but as soon as he walked into his house I smiled to myself.

I look up at the sky, it's gotten dark. I can see the stars up above and the moon is shining brightly. The contrast between the bright moon and the dark sky is so breathtakingly beautiful. It makes me wish Lance were out here so I could point it out to him.

I stare up at the moon and envision a time where Lance and I could have a future.

We could never.

I've hurt him too much.

But,

I could try to heal him.







Hey children~~ how are you all doing? I'm doing pretty good today, I've been quiet tho so like my moms being all worried about me (I'm a loud person who will sing about making a bowl of cereal while getting milk out of the fridge) but other than the me trying to convince my m o t h e r I'm okay today was a good day.

I ran errands with my mom, we got shoes and I played "Running Errands with my Mom" and sang to her. I told her it was Lance and she said, "this song seems like him"

Well have a good day/night. It's nighttime for me and I'm doing what Keith just was: looking at the stars imagining what we could be~~~ (I just made up a song lyric and I seriously think I should make that into a song okay I'm leaving now cuz I'm rambling have a good day bi bi now)

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