65% Depressed, 20% Stressed, and 250% Messed up

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I really never tell anybody the truth. The whole truth, that is. Nobody in my family really knows I'm gay, and because of my over active thinking, all I can think about is no one accepting me.
   Happiness rarely sinks through, but when it does, it feels like a high. It feels like a drug I can't be without. Maybe that's an everybody kind of thing? I don't know.  It when I'm depressed, I feel like I'm moving through syrup, slow and pointless.
    I never really tell people everything about me because I'm terrified to be alone. But in the end, I put myself into this little corner to where no one else is with me. So basically, I'm my own problem. Kinda weird...

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