The House in the Lake

Begging

And he runs from his bed and he kneels, to find me where I had fallen on my knees, and encloses me in his tight hug. And his lips find mine. His tongue enters my mouth. He is kissing me. He is?

I'm not even sure, but I kiss him back. I grab his head and push it against mine. I don't want the kiss to end, no matter what. And he doesn't seem like he is trying to stop it. Thankfully! He just tightens his hold and kisses me more passionately. Thank you, Lugh!

I'm much more calm and my hold of his head has loosened by the time he finally stops the kiss. He raises his hands and gently places them on my cheeks, keeping my eyes fixed on his.

"I'll never do that, Kane! I'll never, ever, hate you. I love you. I really do!"

"Then... then why didn't you come to me?"

"Oh, silly boy," he breathes, and hugs me again. Tightly.

He keeps me like that for a while, and, although he doesn't explain, I feel more and more secure. Then, without loosening his hold, he stands up, raising me up together with him, and, while still holding me, but now looking into my eyes smilingly, he leads me to his bed and lays me on it. He lies next to me, on his side, steadying his head on his hand. And he smiles at me.

I just look back at him. Into his eyes. At his lips. And back into his eyes. But I don't say a thing.

"You've been here for a week and you haven't wanked, so I thought you'd probably need some alone time to take care of it. I never thought you'd miss me. And, certainly, I never thought you'd think I hate you. Kane, I love you!"

I look at him and I can't believe what he said. I mean, I do believe him, but... Oh! You know what I mean!!! But what I really can't believe is what I finally ended up saying:

"I don't need to wank, Lugh. I need you! I need you holding me, lying next to me, hugging me... being there and doing anything you want."

He stoops and kisses gently my lips. "Anything?"

"Anything. Yes. Please!"

Yes, I actually said, "Please"!

And he sits on top of me. His hands gently holding my face in place, and he kisses me. In the mouth. All over my neck. Down my chest. Biting my nipples. Licking his way down to my navel, while he is moving his body lower.

He kisses my dick. His fingers play with my hole, without entering it. I raise my legs, to give him permission. What permission? To beg him would be more accurate. I so fucking want it!

He raises his eyes and looks into mine, grinning happily. But he doesn't penetrate my ass. He just turns and kisses my thighs. Both of them. And he places my legs over his shoulders, and goes back to kissing my dick and playing with my asshole. And then he starts sucking me. Oh, my Gods!

He gets me to the point where I really want to cum, but he doesn't finish the job. Instead, he raises his body a little and looks into my pleading eyes.

"Do you like it?" As if I were trying to hide it!

"You are divine!!!"

"Yes, I know!"

And he giggles happily. And I burst into laughter, too. And in an instant he lies, once again, on top of me. Holding my face, gently. Looking in my eyes, fondly. Smiling, happily.

"That's how you should always be! Happy! I love you, Kane! I really do love you!"

And he kisses me, before I can reply. But I'm screaming in my mind, "I love you, Lugh! Thank you!" And I know he can hear me. And right now, I'm so very glad he can!

And eventually I stop screaming, and all I care about is to keep on kissing him, and to keep on caressing his soft back. Maybe his ass, too. Ok! Not "maybe", but "especially". And, some time after that, he stops the kiss. Still holding my face in his hands. And he looks into my eyes. And I can see a faint smile in his lips, but I feel so secure with it, because he is as bright as the midday sun.

"Are you alright, now? Are you calm again?"

"Yes!"

I should have made a joke about not really being actually calm, but this thought didn't even cross my mind.

"So... Do you want me to take care of you?"

"Do as you please!"

And he sits on me again. On my hard on, now. And he looks at me. And he brings his index and middle fingers up to my lips. Slightly presses them. And I suck them. And he smiles happily. And he takes them out and down. Down to his asshole. And he fingers himself. Still looking into my eyes. And then he grasps my dick and brings it to his hole, and slowly, steadily, he takes it into himself.

I can't believe that! This is certainly not what I was expecting him to do!!! It is perfect – of course! – but absolutely certainly not at all what I was expecting him to do.

And as I'm now fully inside him, I eagerly grab his wrist and bring his fingers back into my mouth. I want to taste him!

And he stoops and keeps kissing me, and kissing me, and kissing me, until the moment I cum inside him.

And then he takes out my softening dick and goes down to suck it! Ok! This is unreal! But it is what he does, and he seems so happy doing it that I can't bring myself to stop him. I can only scream – not inside my mind now, but literally scream - "Thank you! You are divine!!!"

And when he finishes what he is doing, he looks into my eyes, from where he is, and replies, "Thank you! And so are you, too!"

And then he brings his body up again, on top of me, and hugs me so tightly I think I'll break. But instead of telling him that, I hug him back as tightly as I can, hoping he'll tighten his hold on me even more.

"And now, it's your turn to cum," I say bouncily.

"No, let's not do that."

Were he not holding me so warmly and tightly in his arms, I would have been worried, but I can't be insecure the way he hugs me, right now. So I just ask. I just want to know.

"Why not?"

"Because, maybe, you are not thinking clearly, right now. If tomorrow, when you are rested and fully assured that I belong to you and I love you, and that you can do anything and demand anything, and that you don't need to give me anything in return, you still want to do it, then you can do whatever you want to do, my love."

And, without letting me go, he turns on his side, on to the bed, and he looks into my eyes, as if he begs me to not insist. And I feel so beloved and blessed, looked upon like that. And I simply peck his lips and say, "Thank you!"

And I close my eyes, and cuddle up in his hug. And I fall asleep.