P.O.V Gajeel
I couldn't stand it not anymore. Seeing her shiver each time i step into the guild, knowing that she will fear me forever and will never forgive me... and i had it well deserved. I didn't care if the others didn't accept me but knowing that she would not... broke my heart... I DON'T KNOW WHY! But she is all i have thinking lately, her small size, her perfect blue curls, her big and innocent hazel eyes "It's funny to see her expressions each time she reads, it's like if she was in another world... inside the book", her silky white skin and small pink lips "I bet they are soft... how much i desire to taste her... WAIT A MINUTE?... I THE GREAT GAJEEL REDFOX, THE COLD-HEARTED IRON DRAGON SLAYER, I CAN'T BE THINKING LIKE THAT ABOUT A WEAK AND UGLY SHRIMP LIKE THAT... ". But i knew that all that was bullshit, she was strong maybe not physically but she has a burning soul that will never burn out and she is the most beautiful of all.
It had pass a month since Master Makarov offered me to join Fairy Tail, telling me that this was the start of the path i should take to turn into a better man. It had pass a month since and i haven't change a little but people stopped glaring at me or fearing me, they started to receive me... they weren't treating me as family... but it was a beginning. It all started when i saved that brat, that copies Salamander, from being bullied from other kids because he was a mage. I only wanted some peace and those boys were bothering me, so i sacred them... but that fire brat couldn't keep his mouth shut! He needed to tell the hole guild about how heroic my act was and ruin my bad-ass reputation. I had all the guild over me thanking me about saving their youngest member... well almost all the guild. The only one i wanted to be accepted by didn't even glance at me... "I think that this is how it would be... I DON'T EVEN CARE!", i thought that day.
However, with the pass of time i couldn't get her out of my mind. And started to have nightmares about what i did to her and her team that night... the night i will always regret. Also, i began to remember what i really desired to do that night with her... i wanted to have her pined against the wall screaming and moaning my name from pleasure, while i was penetrating her. Don't ask me why but i just wished to... no i needed to do it... and i still do.
Today it's the anniversary of one month since i became a member of Fairy Tail... no one congratulated me but it was what i expected, the only one was Rainy Woman. I was heading towards my house when i smelled the familiar and succulent scent of ink and vanilla from the little script mage, thoughtlessly i looked for her. She was walking while she was reading, i noticed again that her expressions were changing "That book must be good... all her books must be good, she always do that", i watched her for a while until i saw her trip over a rock. I ran as fast as i could and caught her in my arms before she touched the floor. When she saw that i was the one that grabbed her she started to tremble again, i felt the pain on my left chest return. As soon as she was on her foot i stopped touching her.
-Next time be more careful- i scolded her while pointing towards the big and sharp rock, she almost hit- You could have seriously hurt yourself. Well... that's all... i'm leaving- i said nervous "Really?! nervous?! I'm never nervous!" and turned around ready to continue walking until her voice stopped me.
-G Gajeel- she stuttered. I looked at her in shock, i never thought that she would even talk to me. I saw her inspire a big breath and exhale it, trying to calm down her fast heart beats that i could hear from where i was. When she managed to relax, she gave me one of her famous big smiles, which made me forget how to breath, and told me- Happy one month anniversary from being a mage of Fairy Tail!- She turned around on her heels and ran away, leaving me stunned.
"She remembered... and she tried her best to stop fearing me" felt my heart beating on my throat, then i understood everything "Levy Mc Garden was my predestined mate". That day i walked home with the heart, i didn't knew i had, shattered into one thousand peaces because i knew that she would never be mine... not after what i did.
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