the day in coming soon

life chapter 1

Scarlett's prov
          Life goes on, as they say. You know, I never really thought it that way, but then I met my way into the darkness, I felt alone depressed, yet I saw a little crack of light, hoping there would be something left. It was a guy. It was sophomore year for me, and I was having so much fun, kind of, but then I got really depressed after my parents got into a car crash.There is this new guy I found that out, when I was in physics, he sat right beside me, are you normally there was nobody sitting beside me, but there he was cute adorable and most of all, nice, my mom always told me that if you find a guy, they have to be nice, generous and cute, and I thought I found the one. He went on, we started talking more, and then he asked me a question.it was something like hey how's your day what's going on with you, but it wasn't not at all. It was the question that broke me the most, the one thing I thought would never break me.

"Hey you we have been talking for a while and I was just wondering if you would like to go out with me on a date sometime"

I thought nothing of it at first, but then I thought about it, and I was like, why did he just ask that that was never meant to be right, right? At least, that's what I thought, well, then the days went on, and he ask me again, just in case, so I could get a real answer, but again, I ran away, I didn't say anything to him, like I'm stupid, I stood there, looked at him and just ran. Then my friend came over and said to me.

"Hey Scarlett are you ok you look down, come on come talk to me "

"I am fine bay I have to go bye"

I ran off like a fool, I ran into the bathroom, got a pencil sharpener I'm screwed, this screw grabbed the metal out of it, the sharp part and cut for the first time I never thought of it as it would hurt me, but it sure damn is hurt, then I grab my sweater and put it on, like I was cold are something, then I walked her to the bathroom. All my other friends ran up to me and said, hey, are you okay, everybody has been acting different today, are you sure you're not upset. I just said I was fine, because that's what most people say, right, wow, you don't really tell your feelings to people because, of course they would freak out at you and stuff, so I just let it all in myself. I told the nurse that day that I was sick, so she could call home so my foster mom could pick me up, and so I waited, she said yes, so I just had to wait for her to pick me up. When she got to the school. I got in the car and said, drive. So she drove the day I felt so terrible, a whole whack of people talk to me, never still texting me like back in chemistry, right, I forgot to mention his name it is kyle he was my first love and I completely blew it. He likes me back, yet I didn't know how to feel about it, then I text him back.

"hey I'm sorry about earlier, there was a lot on my mind and yes, I would love to go out with you. How about tonight pick me up at 8pm"

"Ya for sure"

I was so nervous soon as I got home, I did my hair, I did my makeup, I even decided to wear a dress for once to look fancy, by the time I was finished, it was 8, then he knocked on the door my mom freaked out I just said it was a little get together with friends and it was at a fancy restaurant, so she allowed me to go, yet she didn't know it was just me and him, so we got in the car and started driving. I don't quite know where we started driving to, but he knew where we were driving to. Suddenly, he turned a corner and I was confused because we were on the highway, and then we went a bit off roading, but then when we got there, it was cute, it was by a river, and it was set up so perfectly, it looks like it took forever for him to do that.

Hey guys, so yes, I'm not quite finished my other book, but I really want to start another book, because I just have alot on my mind, and this book expresses my feelings a bit, so if you feel like I need help like mental help, don't feel that way cause it's just how I feel right now with stuff going on in my life, what I feel, but I hope you like it so far, I will be writing more on my trip down to see you, hopefully on Friday, I don't fall asleep the whole time so I can write some for you love you guys

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