It is as it has been and I fear, that may never change, what is it that's holding me back why are these feelings inside so strange, I had finally seen the light and as I walk towards it I was dragged back to where I started, my actions overcome my thoughts and I fallen so far away my heart is hardened, I have finally realized what you need, and that love isn't me, I know it doesn't make sense how, but give it time and it will make sense somehow, but just accept it for now.