Torn... ~Jikook/Kookmin Fanfic~

Chapter Four: Unsure

"IM SO STUPID!" Jimin shouted, running into his apartment. "I had a fucking choice to have a chance with Jungkook and failed!" He jumped on the sofa and heaved a sigh."Im so hopeless.." He whispered to himself. He heard a vibrate and picked up his phone. Hoseok was calling.
ON CALL
Hoseok: "Hey Jimin-Ssi! How was your first day at the studio.
Jimin: "Jeon Jungkook was there, so not great."
Hoseok gasped.
Hoseok: "You're so unlucky."
Jimin: "No need to rub it in."
Hoseok: "Oh- I gotta go, my dad wants me to help him move in."
Jimin: "Yah, why'd you call me then?"
Hoseok: "Sorry Jimin, bye!"
Jimin: "By-"
Hoseok hung up.

"Im such a bastard." Jungkook said to himself, "Im such a failure." He flopped on his bed and exhaled. He grabbed his phone and called Yoongi, yes they were still friends.
ON CALL
Yoongi: "Oh, hey Jungkook-Ssi. Sorry"
Jungkook: "You have to say sorry every time that we talk? Honestly, you should be more upset then me since he was YOUR boyfriend.
Yoongi: "Oh- Well actually I tried to make a certain someone by using Jimin.."
Jungkook: "And you tried to make them jealous by seducing me, too?"
Yoongi: "Sorry..."
Jungkook: "Huh? Oh- Yeah its okay. But who did you try to make jealous?"
Yoongi: "Hoseok..."
Jungkook: "I have to go- Bye!"

Jungkook laughed as he hung up. That was not at all obvious. Hoseok? Who would have guessed. He put his phone on charge and went downstairs the dance studio. He had to practise and make a new choreography. Jimin was on his mind so he ended up making a choreo for Jimin's song 'Lie'. It was a song Jimin wrote when they first met. Jungkook wasn't sure why he wrote it though.

"You know that I cant show you me~, give you me~, 초라한 모습 보여줄 순 없어
또 가면을 쓰고 널 만나러 가
But I still want you." Jimin sang with all his heart to get the pain out. Until he realised he was singing the part Jungkook sings. He sighed. 'The Truth Untold' was a song Tae, Jimin and Jungkook wrote together. "Should I give him a chance?" Jimin asked himself. "I still love him but... He hurt me.." Jimin's thoughts span round his mind as he drifted off to the land of dreams- but in his case, nightmares.

"Jimin, im doing this because of you, because I hate you and I will never forgive you!" Jungkook screamed, cutting his body and crying his eyes out.
"Jungkook! Stop! Please, no!" Jimin cried, trying to grab the Knife off of him and ending up making Jungkook drop it on his leg. "JUNGKOOK! NO, IM SORRY!" Jimin cried harder.
"Jimin? Jimin?! Jimin-Ssi! JIMIN-SSI!"

Jimin opened his eyes, he sat up quickly and felt hot liquid pouring down his cheeks, he wiped it away and looked around.
"Jimin? I let myself because it was unlocked and you weren't answering." Hoseok said, "Are you okay?" He asked, concern burning in his eyes.
"Fine." Jimin shortly whispered.
"Jimin, stop lying, is it Jungkook? Because you saw him at the studio?" Hoseok asked, "Jimin, you shouldn't worry-"
"Its not that.. I love him, Hoseok. But I'm still hurt." Jimin whispered. Hoseok's eyes widened.
"Love.. Him?" Hoseok repeated. Jimin nodded and sighed.
"Stupid, right?" Jimin forced a smile and Hoseok still looked serious. Jimin tilted his head, confused.
"You should try to talk to him, then." Hoseok exclaimed, suddenly looking excited.
"Wha- No! Im like, scared kid of the century and I'm not even a damn kid!" Jimin shouted. Hoseok laughed and sat on the bed, advice spilling out of his mouth.