My Gucci Man,Mr Kim Taehyung || V ||

Chapter 43

[YN POV]

Did I hear it right?

Did I?

Did you Kim Y/N?

"Mrs Kim?' 

I looked at the doctor with a blank face without any emotions. Letting hummed as a responce he said it again

"You're pregnant"

All of sudden,my world stop because I didn't believe the thing that he just said. Without knowing my eyes started to get watery and the next few minutes,I was sobbing loudly like a child. "Im pregnant" I muffled in my crying form. I kept saying that word until I felt the maid started to shake me lightly and make me calm. 

There's a creature inside of me. My child. Mine. 

It make me scared more. Im still young,literally don't know how to take care a baby. I don't know that I can be a good mother or not. I don't even know if I can keep myself stay healthy while the unborn baby growing inside of me. How will I face this situations, how I will give the baby birth, how can I breastfeeding him/her. How can I make the baby calm when they cried. Im totally gonna be panic with all of this stuff.

The doctor left with a few tips and advice that I didn't even focus on what he said. Im so stupid.  

"Im so happy for you!!!Thanks god... I should tell Mr Kim too.. He must love to hear the news"

"No please. Don't even mention anything about this baby to him" I patted my stomach. 

My thought were running in my mind. Did Tae will love this baby? He will hate it right?Since he already have a new girl.. He should not know about this. I think maybe he didn't  care about this since Im no one to him. Why he married me? Is it because he just wanted to take the CEO position? Of course he is. He didn't care If Im sick or anything right? Whatever it is , I'll love this unborn child with full of heart because the baby is mine. Not ours but its mine right? 

- - -

My eyes didn't let themselves close. They wanted me to watch a movie,so that what Im doing right now in the middle of the night. The maid told me that I should sleep early for the starting to stay healthy for the baby and also I. But I can't sleep, I was thinking about Taehyung. 

I kept changing the channel until it stop on a fashion show. I saw him. He was getting interview by a famous blogger etc for GUCCI company. He looks awful. He didn't show his smile to them. He was crossing his legs. His hair was comb perfectly but I love it more when its messy since Im the one who will ruffles his hair until it get messy. His suit is one of his design. His face shows the same emotions,cold and arrogant.  How much I loves this boy. He answered them with straight face and with his deep husky voice which can make me fall on my knees.

Suddenly it shows his photoshoot picture with Nia and other girls. Im jealous of it but its his work. Why should I stop him. Even the picture didn't have any skinship but they were too close especially Nia. I know she likes him,same goes with him.

I admit that she must be Taehyung ideal type. She has a perfect curve,plump ass,nice tits and seductive hot face. While me?Just like a shit. 

Just like that, I drifted into my sleep while thinking about both of them.

- - -

Today he will be home.

I miss him a lot so much like hell.

But did he feels the same?

The maid inform me that he will arrive here in the afternoon.. I decide..... to avoid him... yeah...

Tying my hair into a ponytail,I take a last look and went out taking my car. Since Im not in a mood today,the guard didn't dare to prevent me to go outside. 

I want to see him badly. Kiss his lips. Hug him as a welcome and cuddle him. But its like Im the one who will be over excited. 

I didn't tell anyone about the news,even my parents. I knew that once they know. They will tell Taehyung and make a celebration. Today, I decide to calm my mind with going to a library. I can read a book about a baby and a mother right? I should know and learn a lot since Im gonna be a momma. 

It says that I should eat a proper meals and all the mother stuff which I think its not my lifestyle but I try to this new lifestyle for the baby.  I was thinking about what the baby will looks like,baby names,baby clothes and the other stuff. Its make me smile just by thinking of that.

[TAEHYUNG POV]

Finally the day came and I can't wait to see my princess at home. Leaving a hoe that always trying to get my attention yeah I hate it. I ordered Jaehyun to drive fast as he can because I  want to meet her. Oh my god just looking at my phone wallpaper which shows Y/n sleeping picture while cuddling into my arms makes me smile like I got a raining gold above me. I bought a lot of her favourite chocolate,I just gonna let it inside the refrigerator and just act 'I didn't buy this shit for you,just the maid who loves to collect a lot of chocolates'.

I step inside my house and tried to smell her scent. None. I met with a silence every steps I go. I went into our hallways and saw the maid "Where is my wife?". She looked down while saying she went out just about 10 minutes ago. Damn. Quickly I track her phone and its said she on a nearby library which takes about 20 minutes from my house. Then, I called my so call 'spy' which his job to look after her. She was alone. God thanks there's no Jimin presence.

Took a long bath since I didn't enjoy my bath when Im in Spain.I was sure that she will taking her time there since she loves reading a lot which she shows by wining our argument with a relevant  fact.Fucking clever,Damn I love her more than my live. How can I live without her presence?

Getting into my pj's and messing my hair since she loves it. I know she loves to ruffle it and it felt good when she does that. I went down and organize the stuff I bought for her and stays on the bed while typing on my laptop. 

I heard a car roaring. Im excited okay okay. 

"Im home" I heard her small voice infront of the big door.

I straight up and turning my face from a happy one to a cold face waiting for her.