Kai's romance

Part: 1

As he was standing at the front door's edge, he leaned forward to recognize me clearly. He said then:
" Who are you?"
I was a bit surprised for him to ask me a question like that. But I somehow did expect the fact that he wouldn't recognize me at first.
He was trying to remember my face from somewhere he would saw before, but he wouldn't even guess right if he only sees my face, that was clear too.
" My name is Cupe." I said with all my courage.
His eyes got bigger and he opened his mouth to show his fearless shocked face. He didn't even know how much of a time  I had  feelings for him and after all these years he just hugged me with a half-serious behavior. He didn't know how to react when he meets his friend from high school I suppose. But the worst part of the way he did that, was the feeling he gave me. He loved me back then, but not so much...
And as I had all that suffer from this guy's non-existence next to me,  I tried to hug him with all my sincerity. I could've hold back my tears but I didn't even try to do that. Because I had much more tears then now, when I was 16 years old. I held my tears  back so much so I  couldn't bare it anymore.
"I love you, you bastard..." I said as I grabbed his huge back side tightly. I cried like a sobbing baby...
After several minutes, he leaned back to see my face.
"Let me see your face." I was so ashamed to be seem like that, I was burning on his chest while hiding my red cheekbones from him. He added then:
" Please..." his voice was so inventing and soft. That was him who I admired the most. Shyly, without stepping back, I raised my head to see his eyes. His glamourus, big brown eyes. I was melting away at that moment.
"Jongin... "I was going to start a sentence but he touched my cheekbones to take away my tears. I must have been  looking at him very intense, he saw a sparkling in my eyes. He started to look at me like that either. His beautiful glare made me  faint inside. At that moment I realised, I loved him like a monster, but the monster whom protects him, protects him from her hunger of his touch and his love.