I never loved you » Chae Hyungwon

Chapter IX

Song of Chapter:
Beautiful - Crush

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YOUR POV*

I wait in the kitchen until it's all done, my heart is beating like hell when I see the shooting guns on the screen.

After 20 minutes it is finally done and the dead bodies are cleaned up.

I run into the room and just hug Hyungwon.

We just stand there, he doesn't hug back and I feel slightly awkward.

Then I stop and look at the ground.

"Are you okay?" I ask him still looking at the ground.

Then he grabs my hand and hugs me back.

"I am.. it's usual, not a big deal.. don't worry too much, okay?" He says and I nod with my head in his suit since he is tall.

"Can you let me go now?" He asks

"ssh" I say and hug him tighter as I hear him laugh quietly.

I stop the hug and smile at him.

"What?" He asks.

"I'm proud of you" I say.

"Why?"

"Because"

He then smiles shyly and I just smile at the sight.

We stand there smiling like two idiots as Wonho comes between us.

"Hehe, you guys are so cute, when is the baby coming?" He asks and we both look at him and Hyungwon just puts his hand in the air warning Wonho that he will punch them Wonho runs away as Hyungwon runs after him still the hand in the air.

"Wonho has a point tho, when is the baby coming?" Kihyun asks behind me.

"not, there will not be a baby.. I am 19.." I say.
"And, if there will be a baby, it will not be with Hyungwon, have an nice day" I flip my hair and walk away.

"Oooh you go girl" I say to myself.

I then turn around again to get to see Hyungwon one more time.

Such a bad, handsome, business guy.

But.. I don't have any feelings for him.

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The next day I enter Hyungwon's office, fresh and well I give him his latte.

He didn't order me to do that but I know him now and he wants latte.

"Oh I didn't want a latte today, can you get me a cappuccino?" He asks and I give him a bitch face.

"No, drink that up" I say

"Geez, calm ur ass it was a joke" He says and I roll my eyes.

"Umm, Faith?" Hyungwon speaks up and I look at him from my chair at the side of his office.
"Hm?"

"You were in the kitchen last night huh? Like you haven't heard anything right?" He asks and I shake my head.

"I didn't hear anything, I just saw you on the tv screen in the kitchen" I say and he sighs, in a kind of relief.

"Why?" I ask, he is acting like he talked about something I can not hear.

"Nothing, it was nothing, just to make sure" He says and winks at me.

That god damn wink gets me every time.

"Alright.. Also.. umm.. I really liked the conversation we had the other day" I say and he looks up with a smile.

"Me too" He then says.

I smile, he is so cute, I just want to squish his cheeks and cuddle with him until we fall asleep on the couch while watching our favorite movie, was that a weird imagination?

"Is it okay that I will spend today with Kihyun, Changkyun and Jooheon?" I ask Hyungwon and he shrugs.

"I'll just call Wonho or Shownu when I need you" He says and I nod.

"Thank you" I say and walk out of his office, a couple minutes later I enter the kitchen and see the three boys working hard already.

"Hey hey" I say excited and they look at me.

"Who made you so happy?" Kihyun asks.

"No one, I am just happy because of reasons" I say.

"Well, thank god, I am done with your grumpy side" Changkyun says.

"What? I am never grumpy!" I say offended and Kihyun and Jooheon just laugh.

"Hello hello" A manly voice fills the room and we all look that way. 
Wonho runs in with something in his hands.

"Look what I bought on the internet!" He says and shows us a stuffed animal like a 5 year old.

"Oh my god! It's so cute" Jooheon says touching it, suddenly everyone is touching the stuffed animal and I just look at them in confusion.

"Guys it is a stuffed animal, not gucci or something" I speak up and they all look my way with hurt in their eyes.

"Well, go get a heart" Wonho says hugging his animal.

"It is cute tho?" I say and he smiles again.

"Thank you"

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I have spend the rest of the day with them, yes also Wonho.

He is actually so nice, when I first saw him he kinda looked intimidating, mainly because of his body.

But he is actually a precious kid.

It is late at night and I have not seen Hyungwon at all yet.

I have to say I kinda want to see him before I fall asleep.

So I decide to go to his office, I am wearing my oversized hoodie with no pants on, of course I so have underwear on but the hoodie is long enough to hide it.

I open his office, knowing I kinda look like a hoe in winter but I don't care.

I see him sleeping in his chair and shake my head.

He should sleep in his bed more since it is bad for your body to sleep in chairs.

I walk up to him and wipe the hair out of his face, I catch myself staring at him for a while.

I lean my head inside my hands and just decide to stare at him more.

"Why are you so beautiful?" I whisper.

"I don't know, you tell me" He says with his eyes closed and my eyes widen in shock as I stand up and run away.

"I was never here, it was all a dream" I yell before exiting his office.

I stop running when I'm our of his office and just lean against the wall.

Damn it.

"Fait, I know you're still there" Hyungwon says out of his office.

"No I'm not.. aishh" I say.

"Faith, I don't do love, remember that, you can think I'm beautiful and I understand just don't get hopes for a relationship" Hyungwon's voice is soft and I sigh.

Right.. 'he doesn't do love' .

Oh fuck him!

I walk away and enter the kitchen.

There I see the four guys still talking with each other.

Who should I choose..

Okay..

Victim is chosen, let's get it.

I walk straight to Wonho.

"Faith what are you doing?" Kihyun asks and they all look my way but I'm focussed on Wonho.

Then I kiss him.

Yes, this girl did that.