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What I can do is
To make a pretty flower
That resembles you
Blossom in this garden, in this world
Then breathe as the person you know
But I still want you
I still want you
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I have decided. I will grow a pretty flower and by the time it blooms, I'll confess. No matter what your reaction will be, I will confess. I just want to get this off my chest.

I can do this. Please, until then, wait.

It will take me about 3 months, it's long—long enough for me to build up my courage and confidence.

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It's nearing. In a few days it will bloom. Breathe in, I can do this. I left a flower for the last time before that day arrives.

"Gguk-ah! Hi! This will be the last flower I will send you and before you freak out, no I'm not leaving or anything. I'm going to finally show myself. The flower for today is a Bird of Paradise. It symbolizes joyfulness and also indicates exciting and wonderful anticipation. I hope you're anticipating to see me as much as I do! Just wait a lil bit!"

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It's been days and the flower still hasn't bloomed yet. I don't know if there's something wrong with it or it really just needs more time.. but for now, I'll just have to wait.

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I decided to walk past your locker today just to see you. What I didn't expect though was what I should've expected from the start—you and a girl hugging.

Quickly swallowing the lump on my throat, I lowered my head and ran off.

I knew it. Of course the world is against me and my happiness. I knew you'd leave me in the end too yet I chose to be a fool for you. I knew I would never achieve happiness but I still believed in it because I still want you despite knowing my fate. I still want you.

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