*Abby’s POV*
I glance over at my phone to find its 5am. God I hate having insomnia. I haven’t been able to sleep properly these last couple of weeks. It’s really stressing me out especially with all my school work and exams on my back. Which reminds me why I hate school. I roll out of bed starting to slowly walk across my bedroom into my en suite bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror.
God I look like a troll in the morning.
I walk over the freezing cold tiles which over my bathroom and turn the shower on. I strip down so I’m completely naked and jump in. I love showers at 5 am. Whilst in the shower I couldn’t help but think about everything that’s happened in the past, Keira’s depression, my parents’ divorce but most of all my father abusing me. I was only 10 at the time and it happened for 3 years until I was 13 when my mum discovered some bruises. It was such a horrible experience which will haunt me forever. Every time I close my eyes I feel like I’m reliving it in my head and sometimes at night I have nightmares about it… He used to hit me constantly, I’d be covered in black and purple bruises all over my body and in some extreme cases he’d even break my bones…
*Flashback*
“NO PLEASE DON’T” I screamed as he walked towards me unbuckling his belt, untangling it from his jeans. “You’ve been a bad girl Abby and now it’s time for your punishment.” I tried to run away but he grabbed me by the ankle and dragged me across the carpet to his feet giving my burns all up my sides. He raised his arm and repeatedly hit me with his belt across the back of my legs until they were red raw and bleeding. I kept screaming until my voice cracked but nobody heard. I was all alone with my abusive father. After he was done beating me with his belt I tried to escape by wriggling out of his grip but failed, he then pinned me up against the wall and started punching me in my stomach and ribs until I was coughing up blood. “Have you learned your lesson young lady?” he asked me, and I nodded to avoid being anymore hurt than I already am. “Good! Now go to your room you useless piece of shit.” I picked my broken and bleeding body up off of the floor and limped up to my room which is when I heard my mum pull into the driveway. I wanted to tell her what he had done. I wanted her to know what a nasty man he is but I can’t. I can’t say a word or he’ll beat me again…
*End Flashback*
Coming back into reality I find myself crying at all the bad memories that won’t leave me alone. I turn the shower off, get out and walk back into my room and pick an outfit out for the school day ahead. I pick out a pair of shorts, my ‘Sexy and beautiful bitch’ crop top just for fun and my converse. In the corner of my eye I see my phone light up, I quickly get dressed and walk over to my nightstand where my phone was plugged in. I unplug my phone and unlock it to find a new tweet from Demi Lovato
@ddlovato: Come see me in LA next month, special concert for all my Lovatics in LA! Get your tickets here: www.demilovato.com/tickets”
I jump up and down in excitement causing my boobs to bounce up and down as well which makes me giggle slightly. I quickly exit twitter and open up FaceTime to call Keira. After waiting about 10 minutes of calling and hanging up, she answers.
“OH MY GOD KEIRA DEMI IS GOING TO BE PLAYING IN LA NEXT MONTH WE NEED TO GO! TICKETS ARE ALREADY ON SALE LIKE COMMEEE ONN!” I literally scream at her down the phone. She gives me and excited look at starts jumping up and down failing to contain her excitement.
“I’m gonna book tickets for us later after school yeah?” Keira says, causing a massive smile to appear on my face.
“YES OH MY GOD KEIRA YES I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH OMG BAAEE”
“Jesus Abby calm down, you’re obsessed.”
“I’m stressed, depressed and Demi Lovato obsessed” I say whilst winking at her.
“Now you’re just being weird”
“Baby, that’s just me!” I say causing her to giggle.
“Well I gotta go now, see you at school yeah?”
“Yeah, see you later bae love yooouuuu”
“Love you too Abs” she says. I then click the end button taking me back to my home screen which was a collage of mine and Keira’s pictures together over the years. I smile at my phone and remind myself how amazing my best friend is.
After half an hour of faffing about gathering up school work into folders and coursework into booklets I got my car keys and my jacket and started heading for the door. What an exciting day this is going to be, I say underneath my breathe.
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My Love Is Like A Star (Demi Lovato Lesbian FanFiction)
Fanfic"Hi my name is Abigail Brown but Abby for short. I am 18 years old and a lesbian. My best friend Keira and I have an unhealthy obsession with Demi Lovato. My dream is to see her live in concert and maybe even meet her one day..." Abby is your averag...