|104| The Girl Who Looks Too Deep

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The Girl Who Looks Too Deep

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I mean, this is me as a girl looking too deep into something, speaking, why would he do that? Go out with me at night on Saturday when he knows he's on a budget (he told me himself) and busy with his EE and many other assignments just because I asked him to go out? And then yesterday when I asked what he was doing and he said he just got back to his room and you know how you never wanna go out once you come back to your room. And he was planning to do his IA. But I told him to come out and barely 10 minutes later he showed up at the door and spent the next hour trying to figure out Math questions that he'd forgotten how to solve. And how he always asked me how my day went, like whenever I told him that there was something big like a presentation or a test, or even the Melaka trip the other day, and he asked afterward how it was and if I had fun. And every time we sat together, never once did he miss to mention about his family. How his sister was annoying but he still loved her and how his brother was a better driver than him and how he misses being home and eating his mom's food. And there were also times where he shared with me his favorite types of food (we tend to talk about food a lot) and his food experience with his family. And even before this when I asked for the pictures and just like that he gave me his hard disk, never asking questions, and somehow I found a certain folder that contained movies and shows and I clicked it before I asked for his permission and I told him about it and he said I could copy whatever I wanted and he even suggested which one I should copy. And way before this when he came all the way from DTHO to DR on parade day during action week so I could return his camera when I already told him I could just walk to DTHO instead. And rewind again when it was Finding the Light and there was his name and I said to my group that I knew him and I went up to him to ask about the lightstick and I remembered him shaking his head and saying no with a smile. And way way way before this when I first met him and he sat next to me and we spoke things I couldn't remember before I said that I didn't catch his name and after that the only name that stays in my mind is his name and not the name everyone calls him. And God, this is me as a girl looking too much into something, speaking.

And as a normal human being speaking, he's a kind person. That's it.

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