The Truth Untold || JJK✔️

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I'm crying
At this sandcastle
That's disappearing
And breaking down
As I look at this broken mask
And I still want you
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Ggukie🐰:
Omg youngie, my internet bestfriend who literally has a name that means pretty flower which means you must be very very pretty irl too, my overwatch buddy who I love very much, I have a great news to tell you!!

Ggukie🐰:
Ure the first one to hear this! Not even my hyungs, who I also love dearly, know this so be honored!

Ggukie🐰:
I have a girlfriend! She confessed to me with a cherry blossom on her cute lil hands and she was also the one who I told you kept leaving flowers with notes on my locker. She's vv cute I had to resist just squishing her cheeks y'know? :((( I'm soft rn aaaa i already love her so much :((

Ggukie🐰:
Hello?? Why aren't you replying? You're just leaving me on read :((

Ggukie🐰:
Are u ok? you usually reply fast.. is something bothering you? I'm here for u, u know?
Read 8:42PM

tsk. bullshit.

I think to myself before throwing my phone. Shards of glasses are scattered everywhere after the phone made an impact on the mirror. As I look at it, I could see my reflection and the more I look at myself, the more I notice how similar I am to the dangerous mess on the floor, broken.

Just like that, days went by and the school had messaged me about not going to school. I didn't know they'd still care if I went to school or not, seeing that I can be compared to a ghost there, invisible.

I'm like those girls in every book whenever they break up with their boyfriends, except this is reality. I haven't eaten in days and all I did was cry and let my negative thoughts eat me up.

Today though, I decided I'll let myself be happy even for a while so I went to the only place I know can make me feel just that-the garden, but when I got there, I felt more pissed at life.

It bloomed only now, when it was supposed to days ago. It bloomed when it was too late.