Mistake / B R Y L E S

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by Sabrina_Vela2109

by Sabrina_Vela2109

{A/N: Sad One}

Myles POV:

5 months, just 5 months it lasted until she found somebody else.

But I know it's my fault she isn't by my side anymore, everyone was just talking about her, how she got drunk on a party for the first time, the things she did, the things she said. I acted ridiculously, it wasn't her fault, I was embarrassed of her, or what she did, so I broke up with her.

My friends, all of them told me it was the right thing to do, "You have a reputation to keep" they said, "she cant be your girlfriend if she does that in every party we go to", they were wrong, all of them, but most importantly, I was wrong.

I wouldn't let her go, she was and still is my everything, that whole year we spent as an official couple and those months of flirting, I threw all that away.

She's perfect, I was extremely happy with her, and now she's happy with someone else. I was blinded by popularity, of course, every high school average guy dream.

It's just useless and I've learnt the hard way, now I can't have her back, she would never forgive me, but I understand, I was a jerk with her, I let that people get shit in my head.

The hardest days of my life were the two weeks after I broke it off, she seemed really sad and me... I was just a disaster, of course I tried to play it cool but I was crushed in the inside, because I knew it was wrong, every time I looked at her it hurt and still does, that shows I still love her, but how can some one like her be with someone that treated her the way I did? But what hurts me the most is that the people kept on annoying her, now not only with the drunk night but the fact that I broke up with her for embarrassment, until they thought it was enough and stop teasing on her after 3 weeks.

She did move forward, I'm proud of that, but she not only exceed the comments, she also got over me.

That new guy, he entered school at the beginning of the year, and he was there when I broke up with her, he heard everything, those hard and hurtful things I said to her, how I was embarrassed of the way she acted, that I was tired of them talking about her, and that for long time I hadn't felt the same way. Lies all of that were lies...I broke up with her, she didn't said a thing, when I said that, she knew that I was a dickhead, she's didn't have to say anything, I was already dying inside saying those words.

Now she's sitting two tables away from me, with him, the one that is what I was with her, her boyfriend first of all, but also the one that takes care of her, that makes her laugh, the one that has her love.

I made a big mistake, I totally screw everything up, I want to be with her and I tried, I honestly did. After a few months of our break up I tried to talk with her and asked her if we could get back together "Why would you be with someone as embarrassing as me?" That was just the hell to me "You just want attention Myles, and luckily I'm not interested anymore" she just walked away from me, I tried again a week after that "Can we be friends at least?" I really hoped for that moment she would say yes, "I do not want to be friends with you, don't you understand that can't hurt everyone and just get away with it right? I'm not your puppet Erlick, just don't talk to me, I don't want anything to do with you anymore" I knew it was over then.

So yeah, she found somebody else 5 months after I broke up with her,5 months in which I could not forget about her or about what I did to her. I fucked up when she only did a little mistake everyone has done before.

I lost her and it's just my fault.

Briar Nolet would never forgive me, let alone get back with me.

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