letters || niall horan.

february 21th, 2013.

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hi niall,

I'm crying while writing this, you never guess what happened today!! My mom came in my hospital room this morning, she said she had good neys, first off, I can go home today!! Second, she started saying how she said she didn't have money for a birthday present, I really didn't want to hear it, but then she said that she had bought my present early, that's why she doesn't have money anymore. You never guess what she bought! CONCERT TICKETS! I'M GONNA SEE YOU NIALL! I'M GONNA SEE YOU, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!

I'm currently making myself ready to go home, I really can't believe that after all these years, i'm finally going to see you. My mom says she has another surprise, and I can't wait to hear what it is. I'm going home today, i'm so happy that I get to leave this stupid place. Oh, and also, my mom talked to the nurses, and I don't have to talk to a therapist anymore, yay! I love you niall, my life is finally starting to get better.

I'm at home now, sitting behind my desk, thinking about you, i'm gonna make a list, about what I love about you, here it goes; i love how you play the guitar, i love you how dance on stage, i love the way you sing, i love the way you smile, the way you laugh, your laugh is like music to my ears, and your voice is my favorite sound in the whole world, i love how you're your own silly you, you make jokes about everytihng, you laugh about everything, i also love how you're always so kind, i love how you always know the right things to do or say to make me feel beautiful, i love how you're so caring, you care about your fans, so much, i love to see it, i love the way you walk and run, i love the way you sleep, i love the way you look, i love your hair, your skin, your whole face, but mostly your eyes, they're so blue, i get so lost in your eyes, your eyes are my favorite color, they're like, the perfect shape of blue, you're so perfect niall, i can't believe you're actually real. 

I want you to call me yours, so I can call you mine, I want you to rub circles on my back to calm me down, i want you to stroke my hair, i want you to tell me about your day while we're cuddled up together in bed, legs tangled, i want you to make me feel beautiful, i want you to take me to places i've never been before, I want to make you smile, I want to be the reason for your smile, I want to make you happy, just like you're making me happy, I want your face to be the last thing I see when I go to sleep and the first thing I see when I wake up in the mornings, but I know that it's all too good to be true, you'll never feel the same way I do about you, and that hurts so much.

I love you niall horan, i love you more than I have ever loved anyone in my entire life. 

Love,
Ashley *:･ﾟ✧

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I made this chapter longer than the others so far, and let's just say that I was crying a lot while writing the last part, cause that's exactly how I feel about niall.

Anyways, hope you liked it :) x

Love you lots :)
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