something that everyone does
something we can not help
a state of mind that takes over
a feeling inside that occurs and one
might not even notice
something I do often
finding myself staring into space thinking
thinking of other ways to get the attention from whom I want it from the most
doing silly things to see if she will notice
wearing certain clothes to test her mind
testing to see if she will or will not like it
basing everything I do according to the attention I get from her
so I say to her, "All I want is your undivided attention.
if I can't have that, then I really dont want anything else.
ill do anything for it, and I will make it worth it. "
the attention I crave is now bearable
and more so fullfilled.
