Together Forever (Nash Grier fanfic)

Chapter 15

Lisa's POV

"Lisa?"

Oh great what now? Why is anyone even here? No one is supposed to know about this place. Then it hits me. I used to not know about this place, but then I was introduced...by Nash. I lift my head up from my knees that were pressed against my chest. It takes me a while to get my eyesight cleared up, after all I was crying. I rub my eyes and blink several times bracing myself for what is about to happen between us.

I regain my sight and look around behind me. There he was standing right there, his big blue eyes filled with sadness and concern almost make me forget I am supposed to be mad at him.

"Um...hey?" he says walking towards me. I slightly back up not wanting to get close to him just in case things get physical. You never know.

"Hi." I say bluntly. Giving him a hint of what my tone is would be bad in this situation. He might think that I am willing to forgive him and that is definetly not the case.

"I didn't know you would be here." I don't respond because if I do I might say the wrong thing and mess up this awkward situation. I just nod slightly and turn back towards the water watching it fall. We stood watching and listening to the water for a while then Nash spoke again.

"Lisa, I can't take this anymore!" His voice rising with every word he spoke, "I'm sorry okay? I really don't know what more I can do? I messed up! It was a mistake! People makes mistakes in life and then we learn from them, and that mistake made me learn-" he stopped talking. Why? I really don't want him to say something I don't want to hear. This couldn't get any worse. And why the hell was he yelling at me!? It's not my fault he threw himself at that girl. He hasn't even tried to explain what happened. Actually he has and I turned him down, but that's not the point! All these emotions inside me make me so conflicted inside.

"It made me learn that I love you Lisa! Okay!? I love you! There I said it!"

WHAT?!Why would he chose now out of all moments, to tell me he loved me!? He cheated on me only a few weeks ago and here he is telling me he loves me! No. This is way to much to handle I can't stand being here anymore, but then I look at Nash and he looks like he genuinely means it. I don't know, do I love him too? No. Stop it Lisa this is no time to be thinking about this.

I am so tired of thinking and not doing anything, so I do the only thing I know how to do in this situation.

I run.

I run away from this place I turn around and let my feet carry me. I run away from the water, the trees, and Nash. This is just too much I'm only human. I can't handle all this pressure. I don't want to look back, I don't want to see Nash, he is the last person I want to see. Before I met him my life was perfectly normal. I would've been better off not meeting him. My emotion quickly changes to anger as I realize Nash has caused me all this pain.

"Wait! Lisa!"

"Go away!" I yell not wanting to look back

"Stop running... You can't run away from me!"

"Get away, get away from me! I don't want you here! "

"But I am here! And I am not leaving!"

I am running through the woods trying to get away. I don't know where I'm going, it feels like I am going in a circle. I can't stop running. My feet can't stop. I am so tired why can't I just stop.

All of a sudden I fall. I fall and fall. I'm under water, in the lake. I guess I was going in a circle, my thoughts were clouding my brain I didn't realize. I float around coming close to the bottom, slowly becoming unconscious. But then I feel someone grab me, they are trying to pull me out but I have no strength to help myself. I finally get to the surface and I grab on to the persons arm attempting to pull myself on land.

When I finally get out of the water I lay there breathing heavily, closing my eyes and just trying to relax.

I open my eyes to find a blonde boy with brown eyes looking at me. I thought for sure it was going to be Nash. Was I disappointed it wasn't? I don't know. But this boy standing above me was actually pretty close so it's not like I was missing out on anything. I stand up and look straight at the boy, his eyes were so brown and his hair was perfect.

"Hey are you okay?"

"Um...yea, now I am."

"Oh okay. Well I'm Matt."

"Espinosa?"

"Haha yea how did you know?"

"Oh my friend, Kat, has a major crush on you. She like idolizes you."

"Haha I bet I'll like her. Do you need a ride anywhere?"

I didn't bring a car, Kat dropped me off. I could just call her and ask for a ride but I really don't have the energy to talk to her right now.

"Yea thanks."

"No problem. Here." He takes off his jacket and hands it to me, now that I think about it I am pretty cold from being in the water so I gladly take the jacket and put in around my shoulders.

We walk to his car while making small talk about random things. We get there and he opens the door and lets me in. Then he gets in and starts the car.

"So where do you want me to drop you off at?"

"You can just drop me off at my house." I bring the GPS on my phone up and program it to take us to my house, then I set it on the dash board and we were off just like that.

When we get to my house I knock on the door because Kat is staying here for a couple of weeks while my mom is on a business trip. Matt walked me to the door and it was pretty much night time by now so I didn't want him to feel like I wasn't safe or anything because he can't see me in the dark.

When the door opened Kat was standing there with a messy bun in her hair, a sweatshirt, some pajama shorts, and fuzzy socks. She had puffy eyes and her face was slightly red. When she saw me her eyes widened and I thought she was going to scream and fangirl because I was standing on our front porch with her idol, but instead she just stepped forward and hugged me tightly. I really needed this. I wrapped my arms around her back and squeazed her tight. She pulled away from the hug and looked at me with worried eyes.

"Where were you? I was worried sick! Why are you wet? What happened to you?" She asked all these questions but instead of letting me answer she just hugged me again and opened the door for us to come in.

Her eyes trailed to poor Matt standing awkwardly next to me this whole time. She looked straight at him then looked at me.

"You have a LOT of explaining to do."

I laughed then walked upstairs to the bathroom where I got showered and changed.

When I walked back downstairs Matt and Kat were talking and laughing having a good time. I was happy for her, the whole world does not revolve around me. I mean if I don't have a boyfriend anymore that doesn't mean Kat can't have one.

I walk over to where they are sitting on the couch and look at them. They both turn to look at me and Kat starts to talk.

"So what happened?" My mind goes through multiple images and thoughts but in the end I can only say one thing.

"I don't know."