"Heartbroken and Lonely"

"Drone"

Stop berating,

My soul is hating.

Deep spiritual shading,

My heart is fading.

I gave it so easily,

And she used it like a toy.

Don't know why I'm feeling, see,

I'm not good enough to destroy.

This feeling of alone,

Is a cruel mistress indeed.

Like a giant crushing stone,

It won't listen to my pleas.

Nobody to hold me,

Nobody to care.

I guess I'll be alone,

Because nobody's there.

I can't take my mind off it,

I have no escape-ism.

I now just have to dwell,

And watch my inner schism.

It's opening up inside,

Leaving two parts once again.

One that I must hide,

Another you call friend.

Maybe I should just let,

The insanity take me.

I've been fighting it so long,

Maybe I should just let it break me.

I need to escape myself,

My emptiness is killing.

But nobody's going to help,

So I guess I won't be filling.

Just leave me alone,

I want nothing to do.

I'm just a fucking drone,

That will never find his truth...