Addiction

I thought you were...

Zen was a little annoyed with how Jumin reacted as he thought the rumours about Jumin were true meaning Jumin would be gay also, that was why he kissed Jumin, on top of the fact Jumin  had been his crush since the pair met each other. He still kept himself close to Jumin but he was busy studying the business man's face, he noticed the faint blush but Jumin couldn't look him in the eyes which he found very strange. He mustered up the courage and he spoke softly "Jumin, are you not gay? I thought you were" Jumin had practically turned his face away and he felt like he wanted the floor to swallow him up so he could avoid this questioning, finding himself sliding down the wall to get away from Zen. 

Zen was a little confused and tilted his head "Hey CEO in line you never answered me...just say if you are or not" Jumin then looked up and sighed heavily "I am but father...he will ruin me if he finds out" Zen couldn't help but chuckle then he offered to help Jumin  up "Jumin, you're smoking, drinking and using coke you really think being gay will be top on the list of things he needs to worry about?" Jumin felt like his heart was going to drop and he looked up at Zen after taking his hand to stand up again. He wasn't sure if anything he had done in the last month was even worth it anymore as he just let himself hit rock bottom and now his deepest secret was out there now and it was something that he had worked so hard to hide. Zen felt a little special to be the first one to hear about Jumin's secret and he felt like he needed to treasure this moment. However there was more pressing matters to think about so he shook any thoughts he had about Jumin out of his mind and he sighed gently "Come on you need a wash trust fund and something to eat and drink, text your chef or whatever and i'll get you a clean suit set out, no questions just go" 

Jumin hated being told what to do but at this stage, at looking how pathetic he looked, Jumin realised he wasn't in the position to argue against him so he ordered some dinner for them both and he started up the shower, he stripped and waited for the water to heat up. Zen shook his head and went in to set out an outfit for Jumin and found the clothes that Jumin wore in the garden, which still were a lot more expensive than any of his clothes however the jumper and joggers did look comfortable. He got curious and thought Jumin had gotten into the shower and all so he came in without knocking to ask a question. Jumin looked back but it didn't phase him at all, he wasn't ashamed of his body, but Zen did a small screech as he seen Jumin standing there naked. After covering his eyes he growled "Dammit jerk get in already i only came in to ask a question!! Not see this.." However Zen couldn't help himself and he had to peak at Jumin's body once more, he blushed, yes Jumin looked far thinner than usual but Zen bit his lip seeing that the business man was still toned even in this state, then he realised what he was doing and turned round "S-sorry!!" 

Jumin really didn't mind this and he walked up to the actor and moved his hands away, speaking softly "It's okay Zen...i like you too but my father is trying to force me to marry some gold digger so it's kind of bad timing, but i do like you" Zen's cheeks instantly flushed a deep shade of red and he threw his arms round Jumin and buried his face in the crook of the taller male's neck "I'm happy you feel the same way CEO-in-line but why is he trying to marry you off, doesn't he know you're gay and have your own will?" Jumin looked down. He couldn't admit that he was still closeted to everyone except Zen at this very moment, it was embarrassing since he was a man who portrayed himself to be proud of his image and have a lot of confidence but he felt it all melt away in an instant because of one simple question.

Zen understood what this was like and could tell immediately that Jumin was doing the same thing as him and keeping it from everyone, so Zen built up the courage and smiled "Let's keep it out little secret, we could keep this just between us so it'll be more fun" Jumin liked the idea of this and he rest his head on Zen's shoulder, sighing gently "i'm sorry you have to see me like this, I bet i look disgusting...i'll snap out of this i promise" 

Zen really didn't have any issue with Jumin being depressed and being like this as Zen knew what it was like to fall down into this state, he just wanted to support him as best he could. Zen was almost grateful to Jaehee for asking him to come by now since they man aged to sort out their differences and he was helping Jumin now with getting washed and helping to promote self care for the other male. Zen felt like he had butterflies in his stomach and he kissed Jumin's cheek gently "get washed and i'll be waiting for you" Zen then left Jumin to get ready and he was looking round the penthouse for the 20 or so minutes that Jumin spent getting washed and dressed. He became curious and looked at a photo he had laying about before hearing the front door going, assuming it was Jumin's chef bringing up the dinner. Zen was on top of the world and he happily walked over to the door and opened it "Hello~ Mr Han's residence how may i help you?"