Everything is blur, breathing gets worse, everything starts facing as I try to catch in my surroundings, but it was impossible for me to tell where I was/ who I was.
I knew I wasn't at home I knew something was off so I screamed and screamed.
Unable to move I felt like i was a vetagable but in pain I cried.
Everything went black, I stopped breathing.
I saw myself motionless, pale, helpless, then something caught my eye as I examined my body there were stab wounds, bullet wounds even though I'm dead I can still feel pain.
I quickly looked around noticing that I'm in a shed with some tools like a chainsaw, a shovel, knives.
I examined my body once more as dark and thick liquid flowed in the floor boards in each direction as it got soaked up the from the clothes I had on, my gaze went towards the face of the body I once had. I saw pain, depression in the soulless eyes all that fear.....
~3rd peason~
All that fear she hid, all the lies she told, all the guilt she felt, all the pain caused to those that were around her.
She felt nothing, but she was satisfied with what she did.
In the end she some how felt guilty , deed down she knows what she was doin is wrong....She wants to be forgivin at the same she knew....nobody wanted to be her not even her own family.....well what's left of her family anyway.
Her friends? Well safe to say they all walked out of her life with our getting to know who she really is/ what type of she had, but some how they keep coming back.
To their knowledge they didn't k ow what she was capable of or managed to do what with out people questioning her.
Your probably wondering she did.....
I'll tell you her story
Growing up she lived with an abusive family.
Everyday when she came from school school her mom, her dad, her 2 siblings would immediately go for as soon as she stepped foot into her own house they would beat the livin out of her till she passed out.
So it became a routine every morning she would find her self in her room remembering what happened as she touched her face feeling large bumps its as big as a baseball and still being forced to go to school wearing a hospital mask to cover up her bruises hiding the rest of her face with her hair, wearing a long sleeve shirts to cover up her arms and her back, but her back was worse.
I'll explain why later on.
she would walk to school every morning to avoid questioning from the bus driver and the students.
Later on she arrived to school, teachers and students would give her concerning looks, hateful looks, all at once she ignored them all.
Some were even terrified to go near her the vibe she gave off set children crying as they started running to the teachers scared out of their minds, but that didn't stop one student to go up to her and beat the livin shit out of her.
Soon other students joined in little did they know the consequences are dire.
She had feeling she was going to see them in the future.
When she got home they did the same thing but this was worse.
They took dead tree branches, wires, metal poles, and started wiping her back, legs,and arms.
She cried and screamed they stuck a sock in her mouth. To muffle the screams.
She laid there in the ground helpless as she started bleeding from the wires hitting her back, they saw the blood, picked her up by the hair and started dragging her in the carpet giving her bad carpet burns.
They threw her in the her room making her land her back she screamed in agony as they laughed at her while walking out of the room slamming the door shut and locking it from the outisde so she won't be able to get out they even nailed her windows shut.
She didn't deserve any of this.
She laid there in the dark unable to move, unable to talk, she couldn't cry anymore they took everything away from her, her happiness, her sanity, her will to live. They didn't want her around any more they wanted her dead.
She laid there thinking of the good times she had before all this shit happened to her.
When she was younger she was happy, playful, helpful.
All she wanted was to see someone smile, she wanted the world to be happy no matter what happened she would go out of her way to help some one. She didn't care who you are/ what you've in the past, she was a trusting person, she used to love putting smiles on other peoples faces.
Then the future came her family they wanted nothing to with her.
They treated her like shit.
Every givin they got they took that opportunity and beat her seamless to the point where she can't even stand up any more, it gets worse....
They would throw her out in the back and chain her to a metal, and let her starve to death, then they would beat her end less infront of God and every body.
Breaking her ribs,kicking her teeth in, wiping her with sticks, wires, metal anything that they can get their hands on. They didn't care who was watching cause they knew nobody was gonna do anything about it....
They did this every so how day.....
she grew immune to the pain, she became numb......
She let her emotions bottle up keeping everything well hidden along with keeping her self isolated from the world, so no body can expect a thing
So keeping her self isolated means that she doesn't want others to know what's going on behind closed doors as she laid there smiling and thinking of the good times, but that happiness that hope she still had will no longer be there.....
She got hungry she knew that she was gonna be starve to death.
She started getting tired, she slowly closes her eyes, til felt herself in total complete darknes.
She felt her body go completely numb...
