I don't even know how my parents love me. They care about what people says. They put a lot of pressure on me, specially my mom. I love my parents very much, but it hurts to say this. I've been suffering from a long time, this sickness and sadness. Studying, they want me to become a successful person. Okay,I get it but I need my time. I'm sorry that I'm like this, I'm not how they wanted me to be. Inteligent, smart.. I want to be myself. I want to. But they won't understand. The only person who always supported my back no matter how bad she was going through in real life, was Karen. I appreciate everything that she did for me.
