Oh know... so many thoughts were running through my mind good and bad. I always sat in my room thinking if I had to choose one who would it be. Well i never thought i would actually have to pick one and now i do.
As mine and Louis' lips were separating Louis said "I love you Ella, but i need to know how you feel"
So i quickly responded "I love you too Louis but I just cant do this to Niall, the i would awkward around you when he's here and it so much harder to maintain a relationship, the same thing would happen to you and Eleanor, why dont we leave thing the way we are and keep what just happened to ourselves"
Louis: "I agree I dont want to tell Eleanor either, and you seem to make Niall so happy and i wouldnt want to ruin that. And i guess then i would feel it was all my fault. So this is a secret... right?"
Me: "Of course and always will, unless we feel the time is right"
Louis: "Okay"
And so we both walked back to the campsite.
As i got back to the tent the other girls were back and Brit just looked at me like curious as ever.
Eleanor: "Where'd you go?"
Me: "Oh I just went to the washroom"
Eleanor: "Okay" But i swear she looked curious
I just winked at Brit and mouthed to her "Tell you later"
The five of us stayed up all night and laughed and really had a great time. We talked about all the boys and how they were all different but all so great. And what its like to be all of thier boyfriends.
When we got up that morning we went outside and the boys they had made us breakfast. It was probably the best thing I had eaten in ages. Niall gave me a kiss and said good morning. I just smiled and said good morning to you too. Louis was looking at me I could tell. I couldnt stop thinking about last night. That kiss, it was almost the best thing ever but niether me or Louis wanted to tell anyone so we didnt but it just dint feel right.
Harry kept on looking at me too. Louis and Harry were so close i feel like Louis told him.. I should really talk to Louis.
We were going for a hike that day and so i went to get my phone and I saw I got a text from Louis saying "Purposely get lost on the hike together, I need to talk to you" As we went off i was holding Nialls hand and was wondering how i was ever gonna get away from him. But eventually i did, Niall was walking really slowly so me and Louis had decided to go a little faster and take the wrong ture and then hide in the bushes and talk.
I ttook about half an hour to get in a good place and so then i just said it
"Louis did you tell Harry? I could tell he was looking at me funny"
"Yes I told Harry and you can tell Brit, thats okay as long as no one else knows"
"Okay, love you"
Then he gave me a small kiss and then we headed off. We reached the top of the mountain and no one was there yet. We were wondering if they hadnt gotten there yet and so Louis texted Harry, "Me and Ella got "lost" so we are at the top where are you guys"
We waited for about 3 minutes until Louis got a response and he was like "Hahah thats cute.. we are erm almost erm at the top"
"Okay we are waiting!" replied Louis
Finally when they reached the top I gave Niall a kiss and he was like "Missed you babe" so i replied "Missed you too" and kissed me again
Niall gave me a piggy back the whole way down.. Boy that man is strong.... but im also really light!
I really needed to talk to Brit but i will do that tonight. :)
