The chronicles of a teenage misfit

Chapter one

Beep beep "ughhh!" I yelled while sitting up in my bed. "Here goes another great day in paradise." Sike! My life is complete hell. My older brother rapes me when it's convenient for him. I could swear my dad barely knows I'm alive and my mom could care less so yeah my life is great! I got up and looked out the window."9 yards to be exact." I talk to myself every now and then cause I'm crazy. My dad had some of the pack members build me a little house away from everybody else so my "weakness" wouldn't rub off on anyone else. in this pack nothing less than the best is accepted. Weakness is like a diese to them. so what do they do isolate "it" like everyone else would and that "it" is me. I walked over to my closet and grabbed my white and navy blue bleached and shredded skinny jeans. found a plain white short sleeves shirt and my black army boots. what did you expect? so little girl who is afraid of life who wears plain skinny jeans and over sized sweat shirts all the time? no I may look and act tuff but the truth is that I'm just as sensitive and those girls. I hopped in the shower washed my hair with my vanilla scented shampoo and conditioner then I scrubbed my body with my peach scented body wash and all that good shit. I got out of the shower and the coldness hit my skin like icecales. "hey there princess." I jumped how long has he been standing there? i don't even want to know. "not now Nathan I'm no in the mood to be fucked with today so just leave me the hell alone!" I spat at him and his eyes darkened. "you do not talk to you're cuter aloha like that you ugly bitch!" fuck him I'm not ugly! just because I'm small doesn't mean he can bully me. "fuck you I'm not you're mate! I mean I can see why she rejected you, you're just as ugly as me inside and out!" he slapped me...hard. "the only reason I haven't killed you yet is because in still waiting to get the alpha title and once I do you're dead!" he stormed out of my room slamming the front door to my little house. I picked up my boot and threw it at the mirror in front of me. I started to cry then looked up at my self in the shatters glass. life wasn't always like this for me. I use to be a popular little girl who had friends and wore cute little pink dresses with flowers on them. I remember the day my brother shifted it was on his 17th birthday and all I remember thinking is I wanna be just like him loved,respected, but when I turned 17 and I didn't shift it's was like my whole world came crashing down at my feet. My friends stopped talking to me my parents eventually dis-owned me and the only reason they haven't kicked me out is because it'd make them look bad. The only people who could accept me for me were my 5 friends addi, Aki, Madison, haylee, and trinity. they haven't shifted yet so we kinda have this little group thing. I got dressed while thinking about all of this. I did my usual make up smokey eye lipgloss mascara. I put my long blonde hair into a messy bun. I am about 5'6 crystal blue eyes with specks of white and black, long natural bleach blonde hair.I grabbed my keys and hoppers onto my red and black motorcycle. personally I like Japanese cars and motorcycles way better than American motorcycles and f.o.r.d means fix or repair daily. the only cars I like are mustangs Lamborghini's and buggatis. I pulled up into school parking in my usual spot in the back away from everybody else. I walked into school and got my usual comments 'freak' or 'loser' it doesn't bother me anymore I'm use to it. I use to cut my self almost every day it got so bad that I tried to kill myself by shooting myself but I lived so eventually I started to cut my self. I walked up to my friends greeting then they way I do every other day. "hey."
Madison: hey
Haylee: hi
Aki: what's up
Trinity: hey gurl
Addi was quite as usual and just stood next to Aki and smiled. she's been through so much we all have. "um why is Cameron black walking over here?" Haylee points to my left. ahh yes Cameron black you're typical high school bad boy. Good looking, well built, sharp features, slept with almost every girl in our grade by now oh and Greek god of course. he walked up to me so we were face to face.
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Hey guys its olivia and this is my new book I'm thinking of deleting some of my others and I already have the next 6 chapters planned and written in a note book but just have to type it and its alot of work considering I only have a I pod so ill try my best I really like where this one is going and Im starting yet another one so wish me luck!
Xoxo