Oh, fuck it, I'm too gay for this shit!

chapter 2

Alexandras pov

Sleep was always difficult at night like this when the weather was at it's hottest; I twisted and turned all night, pray for sleep but to no avail. I knew tomorrow would be full of annoyance because of my problem and it really didn't help that I knew I ad P.E. first thing.

I rolled out of bed, my feet lightly pressing onto the thick cream carpet. My alarm then started going off, ring in my ear for what seemed like an eternity until I bothered to reach for my phone to turn it off. You see this is the problem with waking up before your alarm, everything is peaceful and then BAM you are scared shitless by the most annoying, loud noise in the fucking universe.

I rose from my sitting position on the end of my unmade bed and groaned as I heard light fast pattering feet scramble down the hall. Not too soon after a lightly boy only the age of 5 at the most burst in, running to me and grabbing me around the legs in a hug," Well good morning to you too," I croaked with a light chuckle, my voice still very tired.

"Breakfast is weady."The little boy that was my brother said, a slight grin plastered on his face. I chuckled again before letting him drag me down to breakfast, usually, I don't eat in the mornings but considering I had a little messenger sent to me why not for once. I sat down at the table, my brother opposite me and ask, "where are mum and dad?" he frowned slightly and mumbled, "they alweady left." My shoulders slumped as once again my parents weren't around. I moved to sit next to him and gave him a side hug to show I wasn't going anywhere.

We ate relatively fast before getting changed and rushing out the door. Walking Kameron to school had become part of the routine now but I wasn't complaining. When we got to his school, I gave him a kiss on the cheek and a big hug, whilst crouched down in a very uncomfortable position. He then ran off to greet what could only be his friends.

I walked off the school grounds once I know he is alright with me leaving and turn right, walking up a steep hill towards the bus stop. I was always early so I came prepared and made sure I had my favourite song downloaded, Crazy=Genius by panic at the disco. I nodded my head along singing the lyrics under my breath as I waited for the bus to show up.

After about three and a half repeats of the song the double-decker white school bus appeared. I lowered my head and gave the drive enough for a returned before grabbing my ticket and mumbling a thank you before rushing to the back of the bus. There sat my friends Jack and Alex, the rest didn't get the bus.

"morning Alexandra, or should I say Felyx." I lower my head and shake it slightly, chuckling as my best friends joke lightly about one of my major secrets, that I was trans. " good morning." I mumbled trying to keep my voice down. We continued to talk about the usual until the dreaded conversation came up, "so are you going to tell Natasha your trans" yep they also knew about her.

I shook my head knowing that she wasn't okay with that stuff. The two boys huffed before one of them reached into my pocket and grabbed my phone. I sighed as they do it way to often but then fear rushed through me as Jack began to text. As I was about to jump up Alex sat on me, literally and told me, "it's for your own good."

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Hi, long time no see, I know I haven't written in a while and I do apologise but hey! at least this chapter is a bit long and I do intend to keep long chapters up and stuff.

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