This is me

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One month ago...

I raced to my room and locked the door. I went and grabbed my phone to see thousands of notifications popping up on my lock screen. I read through most, and all of them mainly read...

"You don't deserve to Be related to the Griers."

"You should have just cut yourself to death already."

"When is that goodbye video gonna be up."

"Your such a brat and you don't deserve to be with a pretty family. Your ugly."

I threw my phone on the ground and ran to the bathroom. I grabbed my razor and leaned over the toilet. As I started to cut myself, I heard yells at the door and bangs at the window!

Things began to get blurry and I started to lose feel of my body. As I hurled up into a ball, I could see blurry objects running into the bathroom. I could see my mom crying and nash calling friends! Dad picked me up and ran me to the car! I saw cars pulling up and people running out of the house. As my dad shut the car door, I could see a guy walking past the window. It wasn't a family member... It was MATTHEW

POV~ Reed

Hi, my names Reed! I'm 15 years old and I live in North Carolina. I go on tour with my brothers for magcon a lot, and I have a huge crush on a guy named MATTHEW ESPINOSA

As I got cut off by the door opening, I threw my journal in my pillow case.

"Hey Reed, are you feeling okay today?" My mom murmured.

I bet your wondering why she asked that! One month ago, I almost died. I cut myself and barley ate food. Because of my actions, I'm now being takin care off in a mental facility! It helps me focus on the positive things in life, instead of the negative!

"I'm not sure.. And I don't care! I just want to go home!" I mumbled.

{Knock knock}

"How's the princess?" My doctor asked as he was walking in.

"Good! now can I go home?"

"Not quite yet, but I'll make sure to get you out soon."

The doctor got up and asked if he could speak to my mom in privately! Oh it better be the talk of getting me out of here!

I grabbed my phone off the side table and went on Instagram and buzzfeed! Then I started to read my Group text.

CAMERON💋- hey guys, party at my place?

NASH my BROTHER👿- will there be any girls?

TAYLOR🍷- ILL BRING DRINKS

MATTHEW😌😘- I don't know, I mean I was planning on visiting Reed!❤️ sorry guys.

HAYES.. AKA: MONKEY🙉- dude I'm in!!!!!

JACK G.💖- I was gonna go visit too! We can meet up Matt!

CAMERON💋- ladies will be included!

KING/BACH😂- I'm gonna shine my jays before I come😛

ME- hey guys!

MATTHEW😌😘- Reed😍 your texting!

ME- 😂😂😂 yeah

CAMERON💋- wanna come Reed?

ME- can't:( I'm trapped here for life!

TAYLOR🍷- I'm coming to get you.

CAMERON💋- ill come too!

ME- what do u mean your coming to get me?

CAMERON💋- were gonna sneak you out!

ME- donttttttt😱

{END OF CONVO}

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