Sorry i havent updated in a REALLY long time. I ended up losing one of my best friends (the one this story was written for) and i just got lost and ended up getting in one of my first relationships with her ex-boyfriend. Kind of a bitchy move I know I know. Just I thought he would make me happy. And he did. for the first, 2 weeks. Then it became more of us arguing all the time. It started to get to where he would emotionally abuse me. Saying things to me I don't even want to repeat. But the day before that I went to Road to Warped here at home in Alaska ^.^ best day ever. I saw All Time Low, Yellowcard, Less Than Jake, Baked Alaska, Thera, The harleequin state (sorry if I misspelled that I dont know them well and just saw them a while ago), 3oh!3, and The Devil Wears Prada. It was amazing. Absolutely amazing. But then I saw HER again. The one person I didn't want to ever see again. I had been able to avoid her for four months and thought I wouldn't have to deal with her since school was over and she lived pretty far away from me. But we exchanged numbers (what was going through my mind when I did that I have no idea) and talked. We talked about everything. We talked about why she said what she did to me to get us to stop being friends. I respect why she did what she did just still don't fully understand why still. I was broken and hurt. But now, we are friends(ish) again. And trying to build up our relationship to where we had at again. I thank everyone who has read this story. I'm sorry this isn't an update i just got so hurt to the point I didn't want to function at all. And another main reason I wasn't updating is that (my now ex) boyfriend was really controlling .---. he got mad at everything I did. If I wasn't talking or with him he would think I was leaving him or cheating. He would constatnly tell me to not be friends with people .-. yeah. I regret him. A lot. And sir if you're reading this and you know who you are. I hate you. i hate you with every fiber of my being. Okay. I'm sorry this is so long. Just thought I'd fill you all in some things. But I can't wait to get back to writing this again. An update on the story should be up really soon after this or later on today. It's 2 AM right now so I'm really tired and not functioning well but probably won't be able to sleep for a while. So update on this coming very very VERY soon :) thank you to everyone.
