"Heartbroken and Lonely"

"A Prayer"

I need a new place,

To rest from this race.

Holding my fear inside,

Because my hate won't hide.

Want to feel no more,

What life has in store.

I'm leaving this behind,

By blasting it from my mind.

I hope I made her feel,

That what she is is real.

Nothing but a user,

A false feeling abuser.

A child with no sight,

She didn't have the right.

To take my trust away,

And leave hatred to stay.

I want to destroy her being,

She has no more redeeming.

A creature such as she,

Doesn't deserve to be.

But I'll drop the loaded gun,

And look into the sun.

I won't risk who I am,

On a useless sin.

I hope betrayal will fade,

My heart's become a spade.

No more warm feelings for me,

So just let me be.

I'll focus all my force,

On my hapiness' source.

I'll have what I want from life,

And nobody else,

Will bring me strife.

Amen.