"Heartbroken and Lonely"

"Cause To Care"

Couple curse words in this one. You are warned.

I don't care.

I've lost my reasons.

Don't care about you,

Or the changing seasons.

I don't need your approval,

Your seal of indifference.

Don't need your judgment,

That life long sentence.

I don't have to be,

What you want me to be.

I don't have to care,

What you think of me.

Can't find a way,

To give a fuck.

Everyday,

My life just sucks.

It's not so bad,

If I don't have to care,

About anyone else,

Don't need to be fair.

If you don't like it,

Get the fuck away.

I don't need your shit,

Day after day.

I just don't care,

About much now.

A stagnant stare,

Don't care.

Don't care.

Can't see you in the distance,

Can't break from my feelings.

Leaving me colder and colder,

Like my emotions are peeling,

Away.

Down further each day,

I slip into my madness.

Don't have what I need to pay,

No time for this sadness.

Keep your thoughts to yourself,

Because I don't give a shit.

Don't need any of your help,

I can survive on my own grit.

I'm wandering aimlessly,

In a whirlpool of thought.

Can't escape the riptide,

That my brain has wrought.

I fought the insanity,

Can't give in to vanity.

I can't let you in,

Lest you see what I see.

So leave me to this breaking,

This spiritual, endless quaking.

I tell myself that I'm not faking.

But can't seem to stop the shaking.

You'll never see what's inside me,

Be happy for that fact.

I can't control the maddening,

Hopelessness is coming back.

And I can't wait.