Where The Blood Lies

Chapter 3: Control

After a long day at the OR she's finally home. Everyday is a battle, trying to control this restless blood lust. It's been 239 years since she got turned, why can't she get better control of herself? Beca groaned in frustration as she plopped down on her small two seater couch. Jesse wasn't home yet so she was all by herself. Even when he's not here that wolf stench still gets to her. Beca cringed and stood up to grab the air freshener spray. She started to spray all over the room when a knock came at the front door of their small apartment. Beca walked over slowly confused, she could hear the heartbeat of someone on the other side of the door. So it's a human? Or it's one of Jesse's werewolf friends, either way Beca's not complaining. She opened the door without hesitation and saw a blonde girl standing there completely naked, covered in blood from head to toe. Beca's eyes went immediately black with hunger as she looked the girl up and down. The girl smiled at Beca wickedly, "Hi, I was just around the neighborhood and thought you might want a snack?" The blonde girl said stepping closer to Beca. Beca gulped hard and moved back as quickly as she could, "Please leave me alone..." Beca pleaded with the stranger in desperation. The blonde girl's vindictive smile just became wider, "Oh come on Becky, just have a little taste." She kept walking towards Beca but she just kept moving back until her back hit the wall behind her. "I cant, I won't be able to stop." Beca said dazed as the blonde woman put her arms around Beca's neck, pulling her close. "I know you can stop. You won't hurt me Beca, I promise." The woman said begging in desperation. Beca's mouth went agape as the woman tilted her head to the side and all but forcefully put Beca's mouth on her neck. Beca's fangs were already showing, begging to dig into her flesh to drain her for all she's worth. Beca couldn't hold back anymore, the woman's tantalizing pulse was too much to bare. Beca growled loudly as her fangs pierced the woman's neck. The woman screamed in utter pleasure, "Oh my god!" Beca closed her eyes shut tight, pulling the woman closer to her than before. After a few moments the woman's knees started to weaken, "Beca no more." She said quietly. Beca couldn't hear her in the state she was in, everything was heightened. "Beca stop!" The woman cried out in terror as she pushed at Beca's shoulders with all her might. Beca growled fiercely, biting more tightly on the woman's neck. All of a sudden the woman stopped screaming. Beca felt her go limp in her arms. Beca opened her eyes when she heard that the woman's heart stopped beating.  Beca smiled so wide with blood running down her face, smiling in complete bliss looking up at the ceiling. As Beca looked down at the woman's face she gasped out in complete horror. The woman changed into a red headed woman with the most beautiful bright baby blue eyes which was open in complete terror. No it can't be...Chloe?! "Oh god, what have I done?!"

Beca woke up in a start, her body covered in sweat. Oh thank god it was just a dream or a nightmare more like. Beca's teeth were elongated as she could probably guess her eyes were as black as the night. She can't keep this up, these dreams are way too much. Great...she's hungry, that's why she's been having these elaborate dreams. She's hasn't eaten in a week, that's long compared to some other vampires. Usually Beca gets her blood fix from the local hospital she works at. They don't notice unless she takes three blood bags every two weeks from the blood bank. Even then she's taking a risk getting caught. She did get caught one time but she easily compelled them to forget. You could say that was one of the perks of being a vampire. The cons out weigh the pros though. Constantly feeling like your body is concaving in on itself. Feeling as if you have no power over yourself. After 239 years you never forget a face. You never forget the look of terror on their face. What lives they could have lived if you didn't take it away from them. Beca thinks about this constantly. The lives she's ruined...the lives she's taken because of her own selfish needs. Never again, she's promised herself she wouldn't give in. No matter how tempting it may be she's gotta stay straight. The one things she's not. Yep she still got jokes, Beca chuckles as she gets up out of her bed. Now just to take a shower and nonchalantly go to the blood bank. No big deal just going to get some food. Humans do it all the time, yea all the time. Lets just hope it's a quick trip. Beca sighs as she gets out of the shower to get dressed. Time to act like I forgot something again.