Just some shit thoughts

Facade

I say I'm tired.

I'm really just depressed and don't want to deal with the reality I know I have to deal with.

I say I'm okay.

I really just don't want to be a burden to others with my problems that I don't want to deal with.

I say I'm busy.

I really just don't want to talk to you or anyone else at that matter. Anyone I don't have to I don't want to deal with.

I say I'll tell you later.

I really just have trust issues. I've lost trust in people and am skeptic to truly open up to many. I can't deal with it.

I continue to keep up this facade. Only those that truly care will give a shit enough about my thoughts.

A/N: if you know me well hey now you know my code if you didn't already. Just came up with this dealing with my depression anxiety and stressful problems along with everyone else's like always. Which I'm used to and really don't mind too much. Anyway, happy last few minuets of pride month my fellow gay hobbits.