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"Listen it will be fine he says to me placing his hand on my face to reassure me,
"I look at him unable to meet his gaze and unsure of the possibilities that my family might loath him and send me through a eternity of hell.
Crystal he takes his hand off my face and takes my hands and holds them babe the crystal I know wouldn't give a damn about what ur mother or any other living human being thinks about us
I smile a little your right maybe I'm overthinking I reassure him with a quick peck on his cheek
Now you see my little flower nothing to fear he says you mean everything to me and I plan to have a future child with you some day
"someday I look at him as if I'm super confused on what someday means to him,
"And I walk towards him you know for a milenum of time you have promised that I would be with child I tilted my head.
Yeah but" he tries to speak
And I cut him off no buts it's my turn to talk and I deserve the right I raised my voice in a little bit of disappointment
Why why promise something that ceases to happen i turn around and sit on the bed with my hands on my head unable to tune out the very words that go through my mind every night and everyday "someday future child"
I wipe the tears streaming down from my eyes. You plan to say anything EMMANUEL??
Huh I look at him angry with tears down my face
He stood there in shock and disablief at how angry my tone was with him i.i he stammered and sighed then maybe we should be apart his voice broke like a shattered glass hitting the floor over and over repeating and breaking into a million pieces
I stood up upset with the very thought how he chose his words and went to the dressers constantly crying torturing myself replaying all his final words in my head I grabbed my suitcase.
I swallowed really hard to reply back to him "your right mayybe we shouldn't" I continued to pack what's left crying and repeatedly torturing my ownself.
Zipping up my suitcase how dare you deny me of my own decisions and what I want so badly in life you deprive the very thing I've always wanted Emmanuel the very little thing that I asked of you was to
He grabbed his finger and placed it on my lips to seal my conversation off HO.W dare I crystal I MARRIED YOU crystal I fucking married you yeah well I married you to but I SURE AS HELL NEVER TREATED OUR ONCE AMAZING MARRIAGE AS A CHORE TO CHECK OFF THE LIST I YELLED OFF THE TOP OF MY LUNGS
I slapped his finger away in anger and disablief again that the man I married is standing before me denying me of a child my own happiness a life I wanted for so long with him
Just let me leave you made your choice alright let me leave because whatever FANTASY YOU GOT STUCK IN YOUR HEAD IS ENOUGH FOR ME TO LEAVE!! I yelled vigrously picking up my suitcase and looking down at my ring slipping it off and throwing it at him and KEEP THIS! I said storming to out the door.
Crystal he chased after me gripping my hand Dont ever touch me or even think bout coming to me cause I assure you I won't be within reach ever again we're done here
As I got into the car and drove off I was so distraught how could he deny his own beloved wife of such a precious gift
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Deadly affairs
Mystery / Thrillercrystal is your average high class successful 20 year old she is married and she has a very successful ex husband named Emmanuel that she recently left for the very first time . her next door neighbor Carson however is middle class what happens...
