neglect, ignorance | poetry

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i fight a battle,
that never comes to an end,
i pray everyday,
that the demons will let me out of this hell

people ignore me,
the beings i trust,
they neglect my existence,
my entire body seems to rust

the flowers seem to rot,
the sky seems to darken,
they care less about me,
my knife sharpens

destroying my faith,
turning me away from my beliefs
what the hell do they know?
they have only brought me grief

shutting me out,
to die in the cold,
neither i know to socialize,
i feel like i have been sold

'smile ', they say, itll look good on me,
'dress up ', they say, itll make me look nice,
but little do they know,
im suffering inside

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each of everyone one of you is perfect to me, even though you seem to crumble in this eyes of the ones you love. listen, i love you. no matter who you are, what you have done, what you will do. i dont really matter to you but love others just as i have loved you. dont think youre not perfect, you are enough in God's eyes and mine. everyone sins, but God is merciful enough to spare you. dont forget, i love you and i care about you 💕❤