Love will remember ( a justin bieber y/n fanfic)

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Y/n POV

You know that feeling when your chest hurts, and you feel as if you might die. Yeh well that's how I feel right now. Just a little recap, the love of my life just broke my heart. I wanted to walk away from this conversation with a friend. I wanted him to say everything will be alright, even though he knows I hate when he says that. I needed my children to have a father in their life. But no, I walked away with broken heart, and I might possibly die. I needed to leave, get out of here, away from familiar faces. It hurt too much, I needed to escape the pain. The only thing I knew that would help was alcohol. 

Three, four, five, i'm not even sure how many I've had. Of course I was not the only drunk one here. I saw Justin dancing with some girl and a surprising anger aroused. I knew he wasnt drunk. As an instink I walked over to the bar, attempting to drink away my sorrows, and trying to get rid of a broken heart.

The next morning, I woke up with two children screaming and a horrible hangover. "Shh, dont cry mommy's sleeping." A male voice said from the other room in the hotel. So I brought home some random stranger and he is taking care of my children, not cool y/n not cool. I tried to get out of my bed without falling over something on the floor. I quickly walked into my childrens room to see a tall muscular male holding Charlie in his hands. He quickly turned around noticing me staring. 

No way. No way. OMG. Justin Justin JUsitn justin. I cant even think right now. He came, im gonna cry. "did you hear me?" Justin asked, putting Charlie back in the crib. "Im sorry, what did you say?" I ask rubbing my head. "There is breakfast on the table and advil for your headache." He said walking towards me. "Take the advil, it will help." He whispered in my ear before walking out of the room. 

Justins POV

*flashback to last night*

I cant even stop looking at her. Tears streaming down her face as she continued drinking out of the glass. I cant just stand here and watch her ruin her body, her life. I still loved her, I am just too scared to admit it to myself. Im scared to go back to her and mess up again. I walked up to her and pulled the drink out of her hand, look her by the hand and led her to the elevators. "Where is your room key?" I asked trying to keep her up. "I dont understand why he hates me, I love him so much it hurts." She said turning to me. Guilt struck me and it really did hurt. Eventually we got up into her room, I paid the babysitter and put y/n into bed. I laid on the couch and soon enough fell asleep. 

"Why are you here?" She said eating the food I made. "You were so drunk I needed to make sure you were okay." I said. A small smile appeared on her face. "Thanks Jay." She said continuing to eat her food. 

Y/N POV

Is this man trying to kill me. He is walking around shirtless in the room. All four of us are trying to get ready for the wedding lunch that is in just a few minutes. "Lets go." Justin said closing the door of the hotel room while holding Connor's hand. This felt right. It was perfect. I just wished it lasted. 

We all walked into the garden together were the lunch was taking place. All eyes were on us. An unfamilier face came up to talk to Justin. "Oh and this is Connor and Charlie." Justin said turning around to introduce our children. "Hi im y/n"  I said introducing myself to the man. "Justin you are one lucky guy." he said turning to Justin and walking away. 

Sooner than later, the lunch finished and we all headed out to leave. Justin and I never really had time to talk about what is happening. Justin let us ride on his private airplane back to California. All four of us drove back to my house after we landed. 
"Can you put them to sleep while I start unpacking or are you gonna leave?" I said looking at Justin. "I got it." He said picking them both up and walking into their room. 

After I finished unpacking, I took a shower and walked back into my room to find Justin laying in my bed. "Um what are you doing?" I asked as he took off his shirt and pants leaving him in boxers only. "sleeping duh." He smilied pullng the covering onto his body. "are you coming in or not cause im really tired and I want to turn the lights off." My stupid emotions are taking over right now and making me really want to kiss him. "Im coming chill. This is my room you know." I said trying to make my point. "Yup." he said smiling a devilish smile. I finally crawled into bed and turned to lights off. 

Justin pulled my body over so that I was facing him. 

"I am so sorry." He said stroking my cheek. "I already told you it was okay." I said laughing trying to make it less awkward.

We just stared at each other for a while until I did something I honestly did not regret. 

Justin's POV

We just stared at each other for a little while until she moved a little closer and then she did something that surprised me.

She kissed me.