DIARY ENTRY--11
01/01/2017
Why does life have to do this to me? Why am I the only one that has to suffer? Why should I be the only one to break apart? Why did I have to walk in that particular alleyway? Why did that man see me? Why did he choose me as his victim? Why did he touch me? Why was I not strong enough to push him off? Why did no one here my screams and cries? Why did that boy, Jackson, see me? Why couldn't he just leave me there to die? Why couldn't I give up? Why couldn't I have my happily ever after? Why couldn't I be strong enough to actually go to Hoseok? To tell him how I had been tainted? Today was supposed to be my happiness, how did it take such a gruesome turn?
I don't deserve anyone, so I'm going to give up on them...
Hoseok found breathing hard. His chest was tight, and that tightness didn't disappear. His Namjoon was raped. He was shattered. He had been stomped on by that unknown man. The time he had been having new year's Eve dinner with his family, his Namjoon had been going through hell. The moment he had been laughing, his Namjoon was crying. The moment he was dancing, his Namjoon was screaming for help. Did Hoseok now have any right to blame the boy?
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The last you heard of me
Fanfiction"Death is inevitable. The way you die matters." Unfortunately, Namjoon died in the most painful way possible, by suicide. k.nj × j.hs Platonic k.nj × bts
