Madno -Shivika ff

Going Away

10:30 p.m. Shivaay's room

He was standing on the door of his room ...staring at the petite figure lying as if lifefless on his king sized bed.
He thought how happy were they some days before , Together . Bt now miles apart
This had become her routine from past two days she would wake up early before he wakes up and fall asleep before he returns from office.
There world changed in a blink ...from a happy one to one which is filled with agony nd pain.
He has again become SSO   instead of Anika's Shivaay.
She had filled his dull and boring life with colors... Colors of happiness , care , peace ,togetherness and , that special feeling called LOVE but his beliefs nd prejudices ruined everthing.
His so called rant of Naam , Khoon and Khaandaan nd his mother's insecurities upto some extent engulfed everything which was between them.
He took her hand into his palm...stilll staring at her. His eyes filled with needs and desires for her. Desire to make her ...His. To claim her... His ..to shout out loud to diz world dat she belongs to Him.

Hai dil ko teri aarzoo ...
par main tujhe na paa sakoon...
Hai dil ko teri justjoo
par main tujhe na paa sakoon ...
Main hu shab tu subah..
Dono mil ke juda...
Main hu lab tu dua ...
Dono mil ke juda ...
Madno , mashko , dilbaro madno re...

Kai khwaab dil tujhko lekar banaye ...
Par khauf yeh bhi kahin par sataaye...
Gar yeh bhi toote toh phir hoga kya re ..
Mjhe raas aati hai khushiyan kahan re...
Kyun dil ko dukhana bewajah madno re...
Phir aansoo bahana ik dafa...
Main hu shab tu subah...
Dono mil ke juda...
Main hu lab tu dua ...
Dono jud ke juda ...
Madno
,mashko ,   dilbaro , madno re

He gently kissed her palm , stood up from there  , took his medicine box and left the room.

As soon as he left she started crying bitterly because she wasn't sleeping , she was just pretending.

She came out from the room searching him. She found him lying on the couch beside  the pool. She went towrds him , he fall asleep due to the effect of medicines.
She gently caressed his cheeks..thinking something in her mind
" Shivaay I will leave you ..that would be the  right  decision , I dont deserve you . I cant see you going through this pain , i can't see  you adjusting with me throughout your life . I don't want to be a burden on you .It will be good for your sake , yours family's sake . I have to do it for your happiness

Tu hi yoh harpal bandha hai ...
lamhon ki inn janzeeron mein..
Tu hi toh har dum raha hai ..
.Khwabon ki har taabeeron mein..
Tu hi toh har din dikha hai ...
Dhudhali ujli tasveeron mein...
Teri hi toh hai khushboo mijh mein haan madno re...
Ab tu hi toh harsoo har jagah ...
Bhi chus shab sa subah...
Meeliyth doshvai judaa...
Bhi chus lub sa dua ...
Meeliyth doshvai judaa..
Madno , mashko , dilbaro ... madno re

She stood up from there
, took two steps forward then turned again to him saving his face in her eyes and left OM forever.

Haan tera saaya toh main hu..
par sang tere na tah sakoon ...
Haan is safar mein toh main hu...
Par sang tere na ruk sakoon...
Main hu shab tu subah...
Dono mil ke juda..
Main hu lab tu dua dono jud ke judaa ...
Madno , mashko , dilbaro , madno re ...

Next day
8:30 a.m. beside the pool

He wakes up in d morning nd find a letter kept on the table infront of him.

Shivaay ,
 

            Mujhe nhi pata mujhe yeh aapse khne ka haq hai ya nhi par main aapse bahut pyaar karti hu I love u Shivaay . Pta nhi kab , kyun , kahan or kaise main aapse pyaar kar baithi . Thank you  meri zindagi mein aane ke liye .Isse khoobsurat bnaane ke liye aur mujhe woh sab dene ke liye jiske liye main bachpan se tadpi hu . Aapki wajh se mjhe ek khidkitod family mili ..prinku aur soumya jaisi sister cum friends mili... OmRu jaise overprotective bhai mile..aur sabse important  aap aur aapka pyaar . Main janti hu ki aap bhi mujhse pyar karte hai par mujhse kehenge nhi ...par aapki kanji aankhein sab bolti hai jo aap khud apni zubaan se  nhi kh paate. Mjhe nhi pta ki main kahan jaungi , kya kroongu par itna jaanti hu aapki yaadein mere jeene ka sahara hai . Main aapke upar saahil i zimmedari chod rhi hu aap nihbyenge na apni zimmedari ...nibhayenge kyunki us din aapne kaha tha ki woh aapka bhai hai aur aap aapne bhayion se toh bht pyar krte hai aap saahil ka khyal acche se rakhenge

Anika.

  
He screamed out her name. Everyone came rushing there
What happened billu- Dadi
Wht happened shivaay- ShanKy  and TejVi
Wht happened bhaiya
OmRu snatched letter from his hands.
Bhabhi left the  home , Rudra said
Shivaay...Pinki intrupted inbetween.
Shivaay stpped her , " are u Happy ? Mo...No not Mom ..Mrs.Oberoi."
Are you happy know ? U should be . She left me alone  because of you . You snatched my happiness .
''I have life bt I'm not alive, "He said.
He banged his hand,   the glass broke into millions of pieces just like his heart.
He fell on the ground ..shattered and broken.
OmRu hugged him tightly and he cried his heart out.
After sometime he stood up ,''Khanna ...where r u ? "
Khanna ji came there
Anika...he said.
Shivaay sir kya hua Anika ma'm ko .
Khanna ...she lft me ... she left me alone.
"Nhi Sir aisa nhi ho sakta woh aapse bahut pyar krti hai , woh aapko chodkr nhi jaa skti ," said Khanna (she can't do this Sir. .she loves you so much)
"Khanna bhabhi chli gyi hai", Rudra replied ( bhabhi had left Khanna)
"Don't worry Sir hum sab mam ko dhoondh lenge ,"Khanna ji replied ( don't worry Sir , we will definitely find her )

( let me know how is  that,  It is enough or you want me to continue it . I know it's  not good  like other stories but I give it a try. .1017 words Oh My God )

Sorry for any spelling or grammatical mistake.