You're All That Matters

Chapter 13

(A/N I'm listening to give me love by Ed sheeran on repeat.)

As I read the text from Shawn I was a little shocked. I didn't know how to reply, Cameron would be pissed at me if he found out. That is, if I even went somewhere with him on Friday.

I reply back a little regretful but push those thoughts to the back of my mind.

*yeah! I'll probably be able to, where should we go?*

I wait about five minutes and he replies.

*maybe we can go to the mall and get dinner or something? Or we could go to the beach? Idk, it's whatever you want :)*

*i like the mall and getting dinner! I'll see you tomorrow:)*

I turn off my phone and jump in the shower real quick to get clean. Once I finish, I throw on gray sweats and a black v-neck shirt and turn on my phone.

I got 3 missed calls from Cameron and a text from Shawn saying "kay:)". I decide to call Cameron back to see what's up.

•phone convo• (b- Becca c- cam)

C- Becca, I need to tell you something.

B- yeah..?

C- I was driving home and ...(out of breath, and breathing heavily)

B- and what? Cameron you're scaring me.

C- I saw your mom with her car upside down in the middle of the road and I'm following the ambulance to the hospital, do you want me to come get you?

B- .. y-yes.

C- okay I'll be there in 10 minutes.

•end of phone call•

I just stood there in my room frozen. What's gonna happen? Is she gonna die? If she does, where are Josh and I gonna live? My dad lives back in Georgia, so would we move back?

But most importantly I thought:

My mother, the one who was there for me throughout all of my problems may be gone. Dead. Never coming back. I don't even know if I'll be able to say goodbye.

I am interrupted from my thoughts of Cameron walking into my bedroom and hugging me.

I don't hug back. I stand there frozen. I don't even cry, I'm in so much shock. Then it hits me. The realization of my mother possibly being gone forever.

I break down and start sobbing in Cameron's arms. He just holds me and starts to tear up too.

"Where's Josh?" I ask in between sobs, still in his arms.

"I don't know, do you want me to call him for you?" He asks and sniffles.

"Yeah. But do it on the way to the hospital." I say pulling out of the hug, grabbing my phone and purse, heading to the car.

Once we pull out of the driveway, he calls Josh.

"Hey.. I have some bad news..." He says and I start to tear up again.

"Your mom has gotten into a bad car crash and is in the hospital right now, I'm taking Becca there," he speaks and I lose it again and cry.

He reaches over putting he hand on my thigh.

"Okay, bye." He ends the call and looks at me, and I look down.

"Becca, you know it kills me to see you be so sad." He says and I feel another tear roll down.

"I know." I say barely in a whisper.

*Cameron's POV.*

When we finally arrive at the hospital, I walk her in holding her hand, but we're walking to where our arms are touching.