The Bad Girl's Feelings

Chapter XIII

This song gets me in my feelings and half of the love yourself: Tear can get me in tears. Also serendipity is just amazing, it makes me want to fall in love even though it hurts. I have an obsession that hinders my ability to think or do anything else, it really doesn't help my procrastination. But Katalyna's favorite BTS song is "danger" because it helps her get her feelings out when she is boxing. Okay now enjoy the chapter.

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Katalyna's POV

Why is everyone so nosey? Like I get it I am nosey too but at least be discreet about it. I Get it,  the girl that everyone thinks is in a gang or something along those lines, shows up at school with busted knuckles and a clique bad girl look. I hate people staring at me I will never get used to it. All these people are fake, they won't even look at me in the eye. I remember after being dumped by Michael, Diana took me in and she took me with her and we got in a fight with the abandoned. It was my first actual fight, I got some punches and it was the first time I didn't actually cover my bruises. My mom asked I told her I got in a fight and she was too sad to press on it. I was going to parties and I was just all bruised up and a rumor went around that someone looked me in the eye and I beat them up. Then I beat the living shit out of Taylor and rumors were everywhere. I didn't care because people wouldn't approach me. I am getting so pissed again and all these people talking and saying crazy shit isn't helping.

WHAM WHAM

Everyone froze and stared at me and I don't mean side eye, I mean wide eye stare. There's blood on the locker and my hand was red. With how much I am opening up my knuckles; they won't ever heal at this rate. I shouldn't have done that, now people are going to be talking for sure. I need to find Jade, she calms me down, she doesn't ask many questions. Ethan and Caleb better get the paperwork done, pronto.

I can see someone approaching me from my side view and the person is taller than me, clearly not Jade. I look and it was Michael but he swerved around me once he saw my hand and face. Good to know I can scared an 18 year old, who plays football and is about half a foot taller than me. A smirk made its way unto my face even though the nerves in my knuckles are screaming in agony. SAVE ME! I walked to the courtyard by where we usually stand trying to get away from people's stares and the not so straight locker.

"Yo Jade!" I scream as I sprint towards Jade, thankfully Derek isn't here yet.

"How was everything?" She asked.

"I had McDonald's for dinner but the morning has been a little rough." I say and show her my knuckles.

"We are going to the nurse and get you all covered up. You have no say because I will kick your ass." She says and pulls me towards the nurse. It's not like she is that strong or could kick my ass but an angry Jade is like a pissed latina mom, scary.

"Okay mom but if you keep acting bitchy I won't tell you about the hot guy... who took me to McDonald." I say and Jade stops and stares at me.

"I thought Diana picked up Mcdonald's not that some hot guy took you on a date. How do you do that?" She says now walking next to me.

"When you aren't picky, don't care about age and say yes to going out, it kind of happens." I say and all she does is roll her eyes at me.

"He is starting this school next Monday." I say smiling at the memory of Hayden until I feel a pain in my left hand.

When I look is this freshman boy staring at me wide eyed when he registered that he just bumped me and my crippled hand. He looks so scared, I hate people staring at me scared, it makes me feel like a monster. I have to keep a reputation but I won't hurt him.