Dear Somebody,
I don't know even know why I'm writing this when I don't even know whether these feelings are real or not and if they are how am I suppose to react. Most of the time the feelings just turn out to be because of random things so I never know what to do. I don't even think of writing this online will make me better about these feelings, I think that I'm just making an idiot move while writing this but let's see if this helps me. I don't really know you all that I know is that you're in my class and that you are mainly popular with the white kids and some black people that I really don't know and don't want to know frankly. Well now to get back on topic, I don't know if these feelings are caused by something that Zakyia said or if its just my "White Boy fever" running wild, but I know that I think that you are pretty cool and funny. When I first came up with this letter I thought of it as a movie where you're the male lead and I'm the female lead and it actually seems like a true real-life movie that people can relate to because I don't you know that well and you don't either, now that I think about it, I don't even know you at all, only thing I know is your name. I think I'm about to just rant about how I never thought that you were that cute but I did notice that you looked good. Now every time I look at you, I always make eye contact whether that be after finishing a test which I truly didn't mean to make eye contact and also making eye contact when you were reading that PASS workbook in social studies but fuck my heart is a huge mess right now. Like I can't stick with one crush in school and Cupid is working with my heart to make sure I find someone but everyone doesn't want me and this shit has fucked me up. I may just have to take my friend's advice and try to show you how I feel, let's hope my life doesn't fuck up this entire thing.
Sincerely, this single ass bitch, Day
