Having The Alphas' Baby

18: Morning

(Media Picture of Veronica)
**Peyton List as Veronica**
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Veronica POV:

I feel the my stomach make the grumbling noise and that same chest pain right before I throw up. I get up holding my hand to my mouth on my way to the bathroom. I go ahead throw up into the toilet, shortly after Xavier is in here half sleep. I hate him seeing me like this. But the more I throw up the more I get used to it so I don't cry anymore.

He wet a towel and handed it to me. Even waking up in the morning, and throw up he looks at me the same, I know he loves me. I love him too.

"Are we up?" He asks me as I wipe my mouth.

"Yea, we're up." I say.

Typically if I wake up out of my sleep to throw up, then my day starts there. Whether it's five or nine in the morning. I'm up, but Xavier loves being with me so if I'm up so is he, if I'm sleep then he goes to sleep shortly after.

I can tell he hates being in my dorm, because it's probably smaller than one of his mansion bathrooms but he's here for me.

We brushed our teeth side by side, and I couldn't help but laugh every time he looked at me he'd look away quickly, like a bad kid that's doing something he's not supposed to. Every time he brushes out to the sides he misses his teeth and gets toothpaste on his cheek almost every time. Occasionally he'd stop brushing his teeth and run his fingers through his bed head.

He looks at me and smirk, ah geez, now I'm the one staring at him. And he caught me. This time I look away and quickly and start brushing my tongue. I rinsed my mouth of water and when I looked back up he was behind me with toothpaste still covering his mouth.

"Xavier, no." I say, laughing before he even starts. He started kissing my neck, and I start laughing even more because it tickles and he's getting his toothpaste on me. He began kissing my cheek then my lips, toothpaste tracking his every move. "Xav...ier.. stop." I'm being serious but I can't help but laugh. He stopped and was still grinning as he cleaned his mouth. As I started wiping away his toothpaste tracks.

He grabbed my mouth wash and faucet some of it in his mouth, and held it above my head because I couldn't reach. He was gargling and wooshing it in his mouth. Spitting it out he licked his lips, then kissed me. "I love you, beautiful." He pecked my cheek and handed me the mouth wash.

I used the mouth wash and placed in the cabinet when I was done.

Walking in the kitchen Xavier was now shirtless. I've never had a problem with it, but he's cooking. And Xavier doesn't cook very often. Except when he cooked for me and my mom... and look how that turned out.

But watching him cook immediately reminded me of the first time he ever cooked for me. It was after our first time, and yes Xavier was my first, and it was the night before our first year anniversary. Yup, I made my sexy man wait almost a year. Then he made me breakfast the morning after. Not only did I love him in advance but that night was the night I knew I was never going to let him leave me.

"You're staring." He said looking up me. "It's creepy."

"I'm not staring, I'm gazing." I correct him. "And it's not creepy, it's adoring."

"You are adorable." He winked, and I don't say anything I just felt really happy inside.

Yesterday I was completely destroyed, I couldn't help it, no matter how bad I wanted to smile but then Xavier gave an excuse to be mad all over again. Like damn, let my cry like a complete manic in peace please.